You and I
Wandering around
I came across a place
It was known as Suna
So I decided to slow my pace
I needed some sleep
And there was most likely a place to stay
So I entered the city gates
And looked for a hotel right away
Although I never found one
Because the next thing I knew
I felt a pair of eyes on me
And my eyes only saw you
You looked very bored
A stoic expression is what you wore
I just looked back curious
Nothing more
Somehow I became friends
With you and your family
And I stayed in Suna
Not wandering sounded good to me
When I had to find a place to sleep
Gaara said your room
I was freaked out
Acting like it was some kind of doom
You just said whatever
Like it was no big deal
I was still freaked out
But that's how I feel
Worried all the time
Over stupid things
But it doesn't matter
At least not to me
I found out many things about you
Like how sometimes you sleep on the ceiling like a bat
And how you aren't always stoic
Like the time you called me flat
And an emotion I hadn't felt in a long time
Rose up within me
Anger was apparent
Obviously
We had many more of those moments
And although their not exactly happy memories . . .
Each time they happened we got closer
That's all that matters to me
I learned so much about you
So many emotions that you hide
Whether it be happy, sad, confused
Or even your funny side
Whether or not I was yours
You were my best friend
Although you were more than that to me
But I told myself my feelings would end
Then Jr came along
The angel in my head
He helped me through a lot of things
I listened to everything he said
Then he told me to confess my love
And yes, I was hesitant at first . . .
But I did it anyway
And it could have been a lot worse
The next day you told me
That you didn't feel the same
Sure I wasn't happy
But depression is lame
So I just bounced back
To my perky self
And things went on as normal
Just like everything else
And then Kai told me to do something . . .
I never thought I'd do
But I did it anyway
And simply walks up and kissed you
And that's when it started
Us kissing, I mean
Because you had to kiss me back
As an exchange of lip virginity
Then a few weeks later
We were just hanging out
And you said you wanted to do something
And I asked what so much I started to shout
Then you gave me a kiss
That I blush just thinking about even if only for a little bit
And that's when we became more than friends
We became friends with benefits
We kissed many more times
But then people found out about it
Rumors spreading everywhere
Fan girls giving me shit
So we decided to become a couple
Since our secret was out
I was so happy
Because it's something to be thrilled about
Then the night we thought we were going to die
You finally said I love you back
And I couldn't believe my ears
There was no emotion that I lacked
You did that to me
Made my feelings return
And when I look back at when I thought the feelings would go away
I asked myself if I'd ever learn
Thank you
Thank you for all you've done
Thank you for letting me love you
Thank you Kyo-kun