"Dengeki Daisy" chapter 15 ~ what could've happened

TERU'S P.O.V.

Kurosaki holds my wrist in his hand. "What's this about keeping secrets? From me?" he says, "What were you talking to them about?" How did it turn out like this? "Tell me," he demands.

I don't want to tell him. "N-no… It has nothing to do with you," I cautiously say. I can feel my cheeks turning red.

"Don't give me that. Speak up before I start yelling." He says angrily. But it's no good. I can't think of anything else.

"I don't want to say…" But in this situation… I have no choice but to say it. "Fine, maybe I'll tell you… about the guy I'm in love with."

"Teru… don't say it," he says, almost sounding sad.

"Stupid Kurosaki! You don't even know who I was going to say it was!" I say, hoping he doesn't know that I know he's Daisy.

"Don't pretend you don't know I'm Daisy."

No… how could he know? I thought I could hide it. How does he know…?

"How did you…" I say.

"Don't be in love with me Teru, I am a horrible person,"

"Kurosaki… don't say that. I love you." I can't believe I said it…

"I love you too Teru," his face was turning a rosy pink color, I've never seen Kurosaki like this – so kind, so un-Kurosaki – except in the emails he sent as Daisy. "But, you should never love me. I caused your brother's death."

My eyes widened. Could he really have killed my brother? No, Daisy said he respected my brother… So, he must be joking, right? I laugh nervously, it sounds forced. It is forced. Kurosaki looks at me, his eyes full of sorrow and regret. It's no joke. Tears form in my eyes. I pull my precious Daisy close and hug him. "Daisy, I love you. But I can never forgive you. You killed my brother! …Why?" How can he have killed my brother? How can I still love him so much?

"Teru… I'm sorry. You should hate me. Promise me you won't ever forgive me. Promise me…"