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Growing up, Rachel and Rebecca always wanted me to actually be related to them. It was one of those childish dreams that we wanted to fulfill of us actually becoming sisters. I mean, we were that close. As time went on, Billy started getting in on this as well. Not me becoming another sister to him, but being related to him. The old man has talked about me bringing him grandchildren so many times that I just started laughing every time it was brought up.
So when I started finding myself becoming attracted to Jacob, I didn't know how to feel. I mean, I felt what I did, but I didn't like it, not one bit. It made me feel vulnerable, as if the incident with Sam would repeat itself again. Jacob has yet to imprint, so maybe it wasn't good for me to start crushing on him, but something in me just kept bringing me closer and closer towards him. Wanting to get to understand and get to know him a bit more.
And I did. Get to know him more, that is. And he got to know me. I mean, we practically became best friends. We understood each other in ways no one could, and we thought things in the same manner as well. He came to me when Bella was being a little whiny bitch or was giving him mixed signals that he couldn't pick up on. I went to him when the world just started pissing me off; Sam especially.
Sam still irritated me to no ends, constantly saying shit like he still loved me, or that it wasn't his fault. He kept rubbing it in that it was fate that brought him and his precious little Emily together, and that it wasn't up to him. Ugh. He just started sounding like Bella to me with all the constant whining. He's a full grown man for God's sake, and yet he's acting like a five year old that just got his cookie taken away from him.
It was only natural that I left Sam's pack and joined Jacob's. I'd have to be an idiot if I didn't. I actually had the chance to get away from all the whining and him invading my privacy when we phased, and, to top it off, I was appointed Beta. Ask anyone that knows me if it was a wise decision to give me a position with so many responsibilities and there'd probably be a chorus of 'no's' and a couple of 'oh fuck no's' but with him, I felt like I could actually keep up with them. Of course we had our fair share of fights when we were working together because we had those rare moments when we didn't see eye-to-eye, but we always resolved them and if anything, it brought us closer together.
I guess all these small steps of us becoming closer together was what helped me become a Black.
Yay! New story time! Hopefully I'll be able to update this one a bit faster than the other ones. Fingers crossed.
I planning on making this a whopping 100 chapter story, but that may change, so no promises.
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