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It's been awhile since I actually got a vision about myself. This one strange enough to make me think what it meant. I had always gotten the idea of my visions but this was a peculiar one.
A woman whose face was hidden was hugging Jasper. She had my wedding ring that Jasper gave me. Jasper seemed overjoyed to be in this woman's arms. She was wearing a wedding dress, and an ugly one at that. She had long curly black hair. Jasper ended the hug and went in for a kiss.
I looked at the ring that was in a bulletproof glass case. As I looked I remembered, Jasper and I at our first wedding. We were really happy then. Why this? And anyway, who else could there possibly be for Jasper?
Who in god's name could get to my ring? And if that was me, why did I have that ugly hair and dress? I was looking for the perfect outfit in my closet when it hit me.
Does Jasper even love me?
I hated leaving question unanswered. It frustrated me, and I hated getting headaches from thinking about it. If Jasper doesn't love me then who the hell does he love? I walked out of the room and down to the living room. Edward was playing piano, flawlessly. Bella and her grown up daughter, Renesmee, were talking. Carlisle was on the computer and Esme, as usual, was cleaning away. Jacob Black, who is now Renesmee's husband, was sitting on the couch watching the television. Everyone seemed to be here except Jasper. I started to shift more and more into doubt. Jasper didn't love me, obviously. He loved someone else. And anyway, I would never wear that dress. Edward's head snapped up.
Crap.
I started to recite the declaration of independence in Dutch. Edward's head lowered as he turned the song into a slower, and softer tempo.
Jasper came into the room thirty minutes later.
" Where have you been?" Jacob asked with suspicious eyes.
" Hunting, I felt the need." Jasper answered silently. His eyes wondered around the room and settled on me.
" What have you guys been doing?" he asked.
" Just talking." Bella answered, trying to get the awkward feeling out of the room. " I see." He said. He turned his attention to the television. " Who's winning?"
" Packers." Jacob grumbled. I took this time to sneak out of the room and back into mine. But as sneaky as I was, Jasper followed anyway. Once I got to the room I resumed doing my work.
" So, how was your day?" He asked.
" Good." I spoke clearly even thought I was hurt and depressed inside. He leaned in to kiss my neck. I pulled away swiftly and stared at him.
" Um. I-uh. I gotta go, Jas- Jasper." I stuttered. I ran out of the room in agony. Maybe he's just trying to- Edward! I started reciting the declaration in Dutch again. I figured he would try to help. I didn't want anyone's help and I surely did not want to have my family know. But then again wouldn't it actually be helpful? I loved Jasper but he isn't in love with me. He isn't is he? Ugh! I started to get a headache.
" Having trouble, Alice?" Edward asked with a smirked.
" This is not a laughing matter, Edward!" I screeched at him.
" Sorry. What's wrong?" He asked solemnly.
" Nothing. Nothing. Absolutely nothing." I smiled a really fake smile. I brushed passed him and smirked. I pushed myself harder and harder until I was fully into sadness.
I ran to the woods and silently, with no tears, cried until I was content.
But would I ever be content? I don't think I could until I knew for certain who Jasper was embracing. Who else would he give the ring? He gave that for me to symbolize his love for me.