Hi guys! Ahm...I just want to write a new story. Hope you will like it. And don't worry I'll update some of my stories soon. This story is kinda sad, but I hope you will enjoy reading.
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"One More Time"
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I can't imagine that my dreams will come true. Now I and Ryoma-kun are dating. I can't believe it in the first time. I thought he will reject me but I was wrong, he accept and return my feelings. But now it was different, these past few days, Ryoma-kun is always busy now, sometimes he won't walk with me instead he will help our classmate like playing tennis, studying our lessons. And she is Miki Suzuki.
I wonder if Ryoma-kun still loves me.
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I was watching the Regulars playing tennis in the court with Tomo-chan. I sigh heavily. Tomo-chan never failed to see my heavily sigh.
"What's wrong Sa-chan?" She asked worriedly.
"Betsuni." I lied and force ,myself with a smile.
"Liar." She said and glare at me. She knew my situation now and she is really worried about me.
"I told you its fine." I said still forcing to smile.
I heard the court open and turn around and see Ryoma-kun heading towards our direction.
Because no matter
How hard I try to reveal my heart
You can't see it
"Ryoma-kun, how's your training?" I asked him with a smile.
But Ryoma just look at me and ignore me. I feel that my world just breaks. I couldn't believe he just ignore me. My eyes started to water but I force myself not to cry and turn around to see why Ryoma just ignore me and I saw...
I saw that he is heading to Miki. I can't stand my tears and cry and Tomo-chan saw it and got angry. She almost goes to Ryoma's direction but I stop her.
"Just leave them, Tomo-chan ." I said looking to the ground. I don't want peoples to see me crying.
"But-"
"It's okay, I understand it." I said and force myself not to cry and wipe my tears away and go to Ryoma.
One more time...
Even though it hurts,
I should have loved a little more
"Ahm...Ryoma-kun." I called him. He stared at me. "What?"
"I just like to inform you that you can go already and don't wait for me, because I'm quite busy." I lied to him.
"Sure." He said and looks at Miki again.
Miki just stare at me and smile. I just stare at her and tried to smile even though it is fake.
I leave them and went to the rooftop and Tomo-chan followed me.
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I let my back rest on the wall. I can't control my tears anymore and cried and slid on the floor. Tomo-chan came, panting heavily.
Tomo-chan hugs me tightly while I rested my head on her chest and cried.
"Why is he doing this to me?" I asked her still crying.
"He doesn't' t deserves you." Tomo said angrily.
"Do you think he still loves me?" I asked her again.
Tomo stop hugging me and pull me gently and face her still crying. "Look, if he still loves you, he won't do a stupid thing like this, and he won't be on that flirty girl."
"But, Miki-chan isn't a flirty girl. She's friendly." I defend her.
"Argh!" Tomo shout. "Sakuno Ryuzaki, will you stop defending her. You are not helping yourself if you keep defending on your rival." Tomo said angrily.
I just stare at her and look on the floor. "Maybe I should give him one more chance."
I'll laugh only for you
I'll cry only for you
"You've got to be joking?" Tomo raise an eyebrow. "No."
"Maybe I just misunderstood him." I said with a smile.
"That's your choice." Tomo said and hug me again.
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After the dismissal Ryoma went to my place.
"Ryuzaki, I can't walk with you." He said it simply.
I miss the image of the warm hearted you
Standing beneath my umbrella
"But why?" I asked him. Disappointed. I know Tomo is looking at us.
"I need to teach Miki tennis, in the tennis court." He said simply.
"Will you allow Ryoma-kun to teach me Sakuno-chan? Since his your boyfriend of course you have lots of time to spend together, right? She said, smiling.
'How could we spend our time together if you always interrupt us?' I asked myself.
"I see, okay then, and take care." I said covering my eyes with my bangs.
"Thanks, Sakuno-chan." Miki smile at me. And they went out.
I fell on the floor. "SAKUNO!" Tomo shouted and went to me.
"Sakuno, are you okay?" Tomo asked me worriedly.
I started to cry. "I envy her, because Ryoma-kun called her by her first name while me, all these months he didn't even call me by my first name." I said while crying.
One more time...
Even though it hurts,
I should have loved a little more
"Let him go!" Tomo command.
"But I can't. I love him so much." I said still crying.
"But, Sakuno-chan, if you love Echizen-san so much, you must let him go. I could feel that he doesn't love you now, cause his in love with that flirty girl." Tomo said.
"If he still loves you, he won't hurt you like this. He will know that you'll be hurt." Tomo said in a caring voice.
"I guess I need to let him go." I said looking to the floor.
"If you love him that much, are you willing to let him go?" Tomo asked me.
I face her. "Yes, I'm willing to. If he is happy to Miki-chan then I don't have a choice but to let him go." I said as tears keep falling to my cheeks.
Tomo hug me tightly. "You can do it Sakuno."
I'll laugh only for you
I'll cry only for you
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After dismissal Miki bid goodbye to Ryoma.
"Bye, Ryoma-kun." She said with a smile.
"Bye, Miki." He said and smile. He didn't know I saw it. And it's hurts a lot.
"Ryoma-kun, can we go to the park?" I asked him.
"Sure." He said and went away leaving me.
At the park...
One more time
Like the stars that
Shine brightly in the night sky
"Why do you want to go here?" He asked directly.
"I just want to tell you something." I said, looking to the ground.
"What is it?" He asked.
"I..." 'I can do this. Fighting Sakuno!' "I...want...this..." I must control my tears.
"I want what?" He asked impatiently.
"I want this...to be..." I continue. "over."
Ryoma's eyes widen. I wonder why.
"You're joking right?" He asked still in shock.
"No."
"Is this what you want?" He asked again. I nodded.
"Why?"
"Because I want you to be happy with Miki-chan. I know you're in love with her, and I maybe a disturbance in your relationship, so I'll let you go." I said not looking at him.
He was so shocked.
Silence.
"Fine, if that's what you want." He said. "Goodbye, Sakuno." He called me by my first name and leave.
I fell down again on the floor and cry. I can't hold back my tears. He just called me by my first name now. It really hurts.
I'll love all of you forever
Only you
One more time
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