Under the Star You

Jacob POV

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Leah's word's kept coming back. Coming back at me every day.

That would go away, you know, if you imprinted. You wouldn't have to hurt over her anymore.

The pack was tried of me bitching over her. Yeah it was harder and harder to say her name these days. After the wedding I thought I was going to tare her leech to pieces.

I could feel the pain coming. The razors slowly scraping down my back. The heat rising in my bones as my hands began to tremble. I made fists and pulled through the torture. It was getting easier, very slowly, but getting easier to deal with the pain. Every day I went through this. Numb.

The zombie that was me walked through the crowds of some mall in Seattle. It was becoming routine to brush my eyes over the girls my age who pasted me by.

She was pretty. Sky blue eyes, long brown hair. Kinda chubby. I looked deeper into her eyes. Nothing.

I looked to my left and saw a giggling blond stare me down. Flowing blond curls, green eyes that lacked any spark. She stank of acrylic nail polish. Eww. I looked her up and down. Denim mini skirt and ugs.

It was clearly winter outside. Jeez. Girls today.

I sighed and sat on a bench outside of the music store. They were playing one of my favorites.

Just Say Your Not into It – Mayday Parade

That made me remember that Paul trashed my cd that day when I was messing with Rachel. What did he expect? I'm a little brother, we bother our older sisters, it's what we do.

I suppose I could by a new one. See If there's anyone worth my while to look at. Looking ahead I sttod and walked towards the door. Looking ahead was all I could do. Behind me was a past. People in my past that I didn't want to remember.

I felt something knock into me. It didn't hurt. I looked down to see a girl. She was rubbing her head. Oops.

"Oh shit, uhm I'm sorry." I bent down to help her up when she opened her eyes. Peircing. Light brown, green around the edges. Pain and curiousity flited across them. She smiled at me.

Then my whole world changed.

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Okay so what do you think? I was reading Breaking Dawn at the part where Jacob ran from the Cullen home and sped to Seattle. Then he went to the park, staring down girls hoping to imprint on one. Then this came to me. So yeah. I'm gonna say that he found out about the baby.. blah blah blah, but at the part when he was in Seattle he didn't go back to the Cullen's. Then everything else in Breaking Dawn didnt happen. Okies? Just play along okay? Time isn't the real factor, it's the love Jacob deserves and will get! It's that what really matters!? Rate and Review! ^-^