Authors Notes: Oh My God!!! This is my first fanfic ever and I'm VERY NERVOUS!!! I've read Sailor Moon stories for an entire year and never wrote one of my own!!!! But obviously now I have.
First I wanna thank Lisa for editing my stories!!!! *bows down to Lisa* All of you better read her stories because *I* think she is the best writer to walk this Earth and the Moon. She has 32 stories so after reading mine, run along and get some good reading. Her FF.net name is Lisa4. Her stories include Bonded By love, Roses, and Innocense.. Oh and Angel in the Snow.
Next, I wanna say that this story will get better I promise!!! Darien broke up with Serena. To love or not love that is the question!! Please review, it'll make me feel extra good. I'll update ASAP!!! Well enough of my blah blah blah, on with the story!
Disclaimer: I have never, nor will ever own Sailor Moon. But one can continue to dream such things..... right? *ponders*
Decisions of the Heart
Prologue
To forget the one you love.
Is it harder to continue loving him or to try and forget? Why do I continue to love him? 'Damn it, Serena get it through your thick skull. Darien doesn't love you, he never did!'
To forget.
To forget and move on.
To realize Fate has other things in store.
But why? Why did Destiny bring him into my life once more, only to later decide to inform me that me and him were never meant to be? To inform poor, gullible Serena that he was never hers...?
To have and then to lose.
Ripped apart by the hands of Destiny.
Destiny....The thing that writes our lives out for us.
Do I truly get to decide what happens with my life? Or is that another decision made by Fate, made by Destiny? Oh God, what was truly meant to be for ME?
I need to love. I need to be loved. But not just loved by anyone, I need to be loved by him.
Damn it.
Damn the decisions the heart makes.
The decision to love one that will never love you back.
To feel or to feel nothing?
What is worse? What is better?
I'm so confused. I haven't let myself care. Haven't let myself feel...feel what I truly need to feel. Why do I love him? It's a question I often ask myself. I seem to have forgotten. But the fact remains that I still love him. I miss him. I miss the man that continues to hurt me in his little ways, the ways that he continues to be clueless about.
To love.
To love and hurt.
Or to never love again?
That's all for now. Please click the little Review button on the bottom and I will love you forever!!! Any comments, you can also email me at: SilverRose07@aol.com.
~Belle~
First I wanna thank Lisa for editing my stories!!!! *bows down to Lisa* All of you better read her stories because *I* think she is the best writer to walk this Earth and the Moon. She has 32 stories so after reading mine, run along and get some good reading. Her FF.net name is Lisa4. Her stories include Bonded By love, Roses, and Innocense.. Oh and Angel in the Snow.
Next, I wanna say that this story will get better I promise!!! Darien broke up with Serena. To love or not love that is the question!! Please review, it'll make me feel extra good. I'll update ASAP!!! Well enough of my blah blah blah, on with the story!
Disclaimer: I have never, nor will ever own Sailor Moon. But one can continue to dream such things..... right? *ponders*
Decisions of the Heart
Prologue
To forget the one you love.
Is it harder to continue loving him or to try and forget? Why do I continue to love him? 'Damn it, Serena get it through your thick skull. Darien doesn't love you, he never did!'
To forget.
To forget and move on.
To realize Fate has other things in store.
But why? Why did Destiny bring him into my life once more, only to later decide to inform me that me and him were never meant to be? To inform poor, gullible Serena that he was never hers...?
To have and then to lose.
Ripped apart by the hands of Destiny.
Destiny....The thing that writes our lives out for us.
Do I truly get to decide what happens with my life? Or is that another decision made by Fate, made by Destiny? Oh God, what was truly meant to be for ME?
I need to love. I need to be loved. But not just loved by anyone, I need to be loved by him.
Damn it.
Damn the decisions the heart makes.
The decision to love one that will never love you back.
To feel or to feel nothing?
What is worse? What is better?
I'm so confused. I haven't let myself care. Haven't let myself feel...feel what I truly need to feel. Why do I love him? It's a question I often ask myself. I seem to have forgotten. But the fact remains that I still love him. I miss him. I miss the man that continues to hurt me in his little ways, the ways that he continues to be clueless about.
To love.
To love and hurt.
Or to never love again?
That's all for now. Please click the little Review button on the bottom and I will love you forever!!! Any comments, you can also email me at: SilverRose07@aol.com.
~Belle~