By: KawaiiDeathscythe13
2000
Standard Disclaimers. Yaoi, sap, OOC.
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I bowed my head slightly as I let his gentle fingers caress my cheek.
The feel of his fingers against my flesh was something I never wanted to lose. He was my Heero now.
He smiled slightly at me. One of those smiles he saved only for me.
I had almost lost him today. He went on another one of his suicide missions. I never understood how he could go through with it. Just leaving behind everyone who cares for him. He would leave behind me, Duo.
Although he probably doesn't know it (I don't think I ever told him), he 's worth more than life it's self to me. He's my life angel. I'm he's death angel.
I like it when he calls me that, when he can compare me to an angel, his angel. I'm an angel and he is the god which has created this heaven in which I live. He knows no sins on my life, only that I love another boy, but is it truly a sin to love someone as deeply as I do? Could God himself know the effects of love? Why should it be a sin for two guys to be in love? He created us, isn't he responsible for the way we are? If so, could he be responsible for this war that surrounds us?
I push Heero's hair from his eyes as he sleeps, so beautiful. He looks just like a little boy. He really is prefect. Not just a soldier to fight this war, but to me he is the prefect love. He moves me in ways I never thought possible. I feel an ache in my heart as I look at him broken from a days work. He is hurt from others less kind then I, the others who started this war. It's only a matter of time before I, or one of the other pilots is lost to the war… I never want to lose any of them. Our friendship is what keeps us alive anymore, that and our love. Quatre, everyone loves him… No one couldn't, he's kind to everyone… still innocent, like a lost child. He does not deserve to have to fight this war. He should be home with his family, him and Trowa… I had seen it before even they had, they were a match made from the start, no one could deny that now…
I yawned, I was tired. I let down my hair before I climbed under the blankets for that night. I kissed Heero's cheek gently, so as not to wake him from his slumber.
"I love you, my life angel," I whispered to him before I turned out the lights and slept, my arms protectively around Heero. I smiled delicately to myself in my heaven.
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