Once again, I've found out that I can no longer speak to him. Nor can I think about him—that or I suffer from the spine tingling, bone chilling, pleasurable memories. Memories that I know shouldn't exist. But his body above mine, his tongue tangled with mine, his hands explored over my hips, slipping to my inner thigh, making me moan loudly. I shuddered in class and was brought back to reality.
The teacher, whom I forget the name of, was preaching about atoms. I wasn't paying attention. I never did and I always managed to pass with the highest grades. Amazing, isn't it? I sighed, and rested my head on my arms, closing my eyes. I jumped, hearing the dismissal bell. I gathered up my empty notes and my pen, pushing everything in my cluttered messenger bag and swung it over my head, letting it rest on my left shoulder. I sighed, and walked into the hallway and out to the courtyard to the gazebo where me and my siblings would wait for our ride home—we had refused to ride the bus, seeing as it was a disgusting thing and too many people with too many questions.
Kara was already there; her eyes were fogged over, and she yawned slightly. I grunted as I dropped my backpack and stood, waiting for Kadaj and Loz. Kara wasn't a soldier, nor was she even connected to Mother, but she was smart and she hated the planet with a passion. Perhaps, if Mother let us, she could be changed into one of us. Oh, and Kadaj liked her. A lot. Speaking of the devil, Kadaj practically jumped up the steps onto the gazebo, smiling slightly. "Hello, Yazoo, Kara." He said, sitting down on the bench next to Kara, who was brought from her thoughts to smile widely. She didn't say anything; her hair, dark red and up in a ponytail like always, seemed messier than usual. She was wearing a black hoodie and black pants; she even had eye liner on. I could tell something was up, but I didn't say anything. Kadaj was wearing blue jeans and a shirt. No surprise there. We weren't on the high with money, unlike Kara's brother and foe, Reno. God damn, I thought about him.
Loz walked up and sighed, dressed almost exactly like Kadaj. "I'm staying after today," he mumbled, scowling and I thought I could see tears in the corner of his eyes, "Detention. I'll talk to you guys later," he said, dismissing himself and walking back inside. I merely grunted but Kadaj and Kara acted like they hadn't heard him. Well, mostly Kadaj, since Kara was off into her little world. Kadaj touched her hand softly and I turned away, crinkling my nose in disgust. I stared at the clouds as they rolled in, creating an over cast. There was a honk and I looked over, not really surprised to see Reno in his car. Kara grabbed her bag and ran towards him. Kadaj followed slowly, not to make Reno think Kara was more important than anything (they had a talk with most Reno threatening about Kara.) I swallowed my fear and grabbed my bag and walked towards the black convertible. I dropped my bag in next to Kadaj and climbed in with grace I had mastered over time. Kadaj hopped in next to me, and Kara sat next to her brother.
"Where's Loz?" Reno asked, not doing anything. Kara turned up the radio shrugging. I sighed; did she really not see him?
"He had to stay after. Detention." I said lightly, trying to control my racing heart. Reno smiled, and pulled away from the curb and we raced down the highway. I coughed at the almost silence (Since the radio was playing), "So…" I murmured, which automatically shot Kara into gossip frenzy. I found that if you thought about talking, Kara would do it for you. This would only work of she wasn't in her spaced-out mode.
"Liza was being such a slut today!" Kara started off and I zoned out instantly. Kadaj and Reno seemed to do the same thing. But the problem with zoning out meant your mind tended to wander. This was bad for me, since I wanted to forget a certain memory.
His lips dragged over my skin, licking and nipping at me tenderly. This in turned caused me to gasp and moan, urging him on. He tugged at my pants line, kissing me deeply. I kissed back, forcing my tongue into his mouth. But he was obviously more skilled, and his tongue managed its way into my mouth, exploring it. His slender fingers undid my pants quickly and pulled them to my ankles. It was so swift, I hadn't realized it until he broke from my and ran his fingers along my member. I gasped, and arched my back slightly at the sudden action. He chuckled. Licking up the…organ (I'm still not sure if I should be telling you people this! Bare with me...).
Kadaj nudged me out of my daze, and grabbed him backpack, and hopping out of the car. I blinked, realizing that we were at the house already. It was small and very broken down. I don't know why Sephiroth even called it a house; more like a trailer to me. The entire Strife family lived in that house. Well, sort of. Cloud had a room, but he didn't spend much time in the house. I sighed and got out of the car, and walked up the porch steps, almost tripping over a small book. I scowled, picking it up, seeing the stamped imaged on the inside cover. Of course the words were smudged, but I did see the word 'Middle' on it. Riku always left his stuff around the house, annoyingly enough, and sometimes outside.
I stormed into the house to find Riku sitting and playing the gameboy he found on the sidewalk. I threw the book at him, before storming up the stairs and going into my much to small room. I threw my bag against the closet door and sat on the bed. The room was really small. The moment you entered you had about two feet of space until you reached the bed, then against the wall where the door led into the hallway was my desk. Then in the corner was the closet. That was it. It was so small and so annoying.
My temper calmed down when I heard Kadaj talking to Riku. For some reason they were really close. I heard something about me being confused. Riku asked why, curious as always, but Kadaj didn't tell him. I knew Kadaj knew. And Cloud. And Sephy and Loz did too. But why didn't they taunt me for it? Isn't that what brothers did? I wanted Mother right now, scowling at the past, hearing those same words, "Mother-shmother. It's Jevona's head!" I grabbed my pillow and buried my face into the fluff and screamed. I screamed for my brother's love, my hatred and confusion. My passion that I couldn't show. I screamed for my anger and my sorrow. And I screamed for Kara, because I knew the reason why she spaced out.
There was a light knock on the door and I stopped screaming into the pillow, knowing my face was red from lack of blood to my head. I winced and sighed, letting the blood circulate again. "Yes?" I whispered, my throat horse from my screams. The door opened and I saw Kara, which surprised me.
"I can't stay for long. Reno said he had to go to the stores. I'm not allowed to be home alone." She murmured walking in and closing the door behind her. Then she looked at me and I looked at her. Nothing was spoken. Suddenly and jumped at me and hugged me around my neck, burrowing her face into my shoulder. "Yazoo, the whispering won't stop! The foot-steps and the screaming won't either. I remembered a knife at my throat a few nights ago. Reno said it wasn't a dream. Yazoo!" she sobbed. I blinked and didn't say anything as she rambled on and on about her problems. I glanced at the clock seeing it was 5:30.
"Just a quick trip to the store," I asked, looking at her. Kara blinked, her eyes red and puffy from at the crying she had done and my shirt was spotted with tears. I didn't care though. She glanced at the clock and gasped. At first we sat in silence until a knock on the door caused up both to jump. "Yes?" I asked meekly, knowing it could be anyone. The door opened up and I saw Riku standing in the hallway. I scowled, "What!?" I snapped. Riku looked sad for a second, but I didn't care; I hated him. Out of all the people I could hate, Rude, Reno, Tifa, anyone, I hated my youngest brother.
"S-sorry about the book Yazoo." He whispered, obviously knowing he was at the bottom of the food chain, "Kara, Reno called. He said he's going to be late about an hour or so. He said to have your homework done when he gets home." He murmured, not looking at me. Good, idiot. He didn't even believe in Mother. He deserved to be shunned by me.
Kara sighed, looking at the ground, "Reno…" she murmured standing, "Homework?" she asked, then smiled, "Right. I remember now…I think." She sighed, shaking her head and leaving the room. I quickly followed and went down the stairs, Riku in front, Kara in the middle and me behind. The moment Riku stepped on the landing he walked into the living room. I scowled, knowing that's where Loz—if he got back from school—or Kadaj would be, ready to defend him from me. Tch, like it matter. I'd throw a running chainsaw at the kid in front of God. I turned and walked into the kitchen and out the back door to the back porch. The sun was just setting and I sighed, sitting on the rocking chair, picking at the peeling paint, and staying silent.
I must've lost focus, because I was back into my memories. I remember the pain, but I knew that if I could deal with it long enough, like Reno promised, pleasure would follow. And it did. With each thrust from Reno, I screamed in pleasure, gripping the bed sheets, and moaning with Reno's pace. Reno. Reno. Reno. I would call out his name, and scream for more. And he gave it to me; pushing against my flesh and rubbing my side. I groaned as Reno released his orgasm into me. I gasped when he flipped me over, and starting sucking me.
I was rocked in the chair suddenly, pulled from my memories. I blinked, flustered, then I saw Sephiroth. "Yes?" I asked, not looking at him. It was dark outside. Did I fall asleep thinking of that night? I hope I didn't talk in my sleep. What Riku didn't need to know about me was my sex-life, or what little I had of it. Sephiroth raised one eyebrow and walked back inside saying a simple sentence, "Dinner is ready." I knew better then to ask what we were having. But I feared if anyone was eating with us. To my relief, just the Strife Family was here; to my annoyance Riku was blabbing about the school day. I rolled my eyes, and sat at my rightful spot and waited for my turn to fill my plate with food.
Kadaj seemed to agree with me that Riku was getting annoying, talking about a girl and boy. "Riku. Shut it. We're trying not to gag about your bi-life!" He snapped. Of course that was harsh, but I didn't mind. In fact I smirked at the look of horror on Riku's face. Anyone in the Strife family was either straight or gay. It hasn't been any different for a while and Riku broke that trend. I constantly made fun of him for it; it was nice to have Kadaj do it.
"Shut up!" Riku yelped, "At least I'm not crushing on a girl with mental problems!" He countered. Kadaj froze, his eyes narrowing down the youngest brother. I stopped eating at the sound of silence. I looked up from under my lashes to see Sephiroth scowling, daring anyone to do anything. Cloud was covering his mouth in complete shock. Loz was the only one not surprised by Riku's attitude.
"Excuse me?" Kadaj snapped, "What'd you just say? Repeat it inferno!" He demanded. Riku seemed at lost of to do. He looked towards Loz who didn't even look at him. Cloud looked away and Riku didn't dare go to Sephiroth for help. It shocked me when he looked at me, but I already had a comeback.
"Underling, I would answer. Kara is what…?" I asked coolly, careful not to say anything above my regular tone. I wasn't usually giddy when one of my brothers' was in trouble.
"I-I said t-that K-Kara was Mental." Riku stuttered, his confidence slinking away, his eyes at his plate. In no time Kadaj was across the table and punching Riku. Loz and Cloud, who were on opposite sides of Riku, stood and grabbed Kadaj, restraining him. I did nothing but sit there, watching in amusement. Sephiroth stood.
"ENOUGH." He yelled, his voice echoing in the suddenly silence. "Riku, that was uncalled for. Get your ass to your room. Kadaj, same with you. I'm not in the fucking mood to deal with children." He snapped, pointing towards the staircase. Riku, his eyes filled with tears, ran up the stairs and into his room, slamming the door behind him. I heard the sobs from above and I covered my smile quickly. Kadaj glared at Cloud and Loz, shoving them away and stomping up the stairs to his room, slamming his door shut. I continued to eat silently, along with my brothers when I finally had to say something, "Such a shame…" I murmured. I was talking about Kara being picked on by a middle scholar, but I didn't go into detail. Silence filled the room again.
Dinner closed quickly and Cloud was assigned to do the dishes tonight. I stood and walked up the stairs to my room. I sat on the bed, staring at the ceiling in the dark before I got bored and turned on my light. I stood and walked over to my desk and pressed 'Play' on my CD player. I only had one CD, but it was enough. A soft song filled the room and I pressed 'Repeat' and sat on my bed again, listening to the soothing music, before falling into a restless sleep.
I'm sure you can guess what my dreams were of. Where I left off again. Reno's tongue expertly wrapped around my shaft, licking until my moans sounded like screams and I released into his mouth. But he didn't seemed surprised by this. After I relaxed again, he came to my lips and kissed me. I kissed back, naturally, and he broke away, biting at my neck giving me several hickys. I gasped as he accidently broke a vein, my blood getting over his lips. I merely kissed him, tasting my own blood and he moaned at the thought. My eyes rolled up in my head as he rubbed my cock. I moaned louder and he smiled, kissing my eyelids. He stopped his actions. Sleep Yazoo… He said softly, and I did.
-End of Day One-
Here's just a tidbit that I want to continue. I've been obsessed with this pairing and I had to write something down. I think it'll continue. I hope it does, I have fun writing it. :D
Kara is my own character. She's not important right now, but she'll become a big factor later one, or else I wouldn't have added her. :3
All the Characters don't belong to me.
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