A/N: WOOOHH so yeah, another thing that I wrote but yeah, didn't really know where this one would go then it was like, yeah, Sora Terra love y'all.
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It's a feeling he has one day, like some stray thought that seeps in every now and then when you aren't looking.
And Terra would make fun of him if he ever found out, but really that was what he felt, like a feather floating, or a wave swelling.
The feel was white like lace and just as see through too, it was like floating on waves and riding a gust.
It was all so nice and comforting that he wasn't sure if he was feeling them at all.
But really he was only four and Terra was new and older and cool, and sometimes he likes to think that he wanted a friend like that, all cool and smart and cocky.
He will forget about him, when he's older he will forget about him and his search for his lost friends, but for a while he will remember the cool older brunette that he wished he was like.
He will remember him when he meets Riku, and he will remember thinking that the two were so much alike, and he won't say anything but he will forget it anyway.
That Terra was the start to all the weird things to come, that it was that older brunette that led him to Riku and then eventually Kairi, but he will forget.
That lacy feeling of love all white and see through, all thin and soft, that first blooming of love that settled into his heart, he would forget it, all of it.
When he was older and off into the worlds to find Kairi, he would feel the blooming again, for the tall brunette in leather and fur, all gun powder and oil and sad life.
That would be the first time he remembered the brunette after forgetting him, forgetting his tall form and lovely voice and face, and name.
Terra.
And he would forget that as well, after Kairi was returned and Riku found and left and all the memories were forgotten.
He would forget Terra and forget Leon and everyone else, he would gain back those memories eventually, but he would forget the blossom once more.
He would forget until he saw Leon again, felt the bloom settle back and he moved on, when he meet Cloud he thought he might have felt it again, and faint memories of Roxas came back to haunt him, but it was seeing Riku and Axel that set his mind in twirls.
He felt that blossom flower and grow and thrive when he held his friend again in his arms, when they ventured back, that this was his way, and then that brunette flashed back to mind, Terra, his first love, Leon and Cloud and just possibly Axel.
That first taste of lace and love gallivanting in his heart and around his mind, the leather and fur and gun powder that came with Leon, the chilled fresh morning love of Cloud, the burning half love that came from Axel, for loving who he used to be, and then the heart heavy comfort of Riku.
Of all the men he had loved in his short life, the first was always the sweetest, and it was with those thoughts that he remembered Terra again and again, and finally he remembered the great evil he had faced, that Riku was once part of, and he couldn't help but wonder what his lovely Terra had done and what had driven him to do it.
But regardless, the slight hesitations and crooked smiles, all so familiar and still so loving, it was all so Terra.
It started with a feeling he had one day, like lace, all white and see through, and soft and lovely, all in one day.