Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight.
Taboo
Strapped down more by want than silk and rope.
'Master' falling from my lips like a prayer to a god for something I never thought I'd need.
Controlled and used.
Bowing to his whims and knowing I could say no.
Being denied pleasure, and feeling complete when he finds his.
Seeing his jade eyes glimmer with the promise of a punishment far worse than a forbidden release.
The deliverance from gilt with every lick of leather to my skin.
Luxuriating at the feel of the stroke of his hand on my sore muscles.
The delight of his cooed words of pride and love as I soak in the tub.
Need.
Conviction.
Abandon.
Trust.
Fulfillment.
Respect.
Relief.
Comfort.
Happiness.
Devotion.
It seems the definition of taboo broadens every day.
Thank you for reading my first attempt at writing fanfiction. Constructive criticism is wanted and needed so don't be nice just because I popped my fanfic writing cherry ;).
P.S. I have been looking for an Edward/Bella story that was rated M and complete. I remember that Edward went unnoticed in school and liked to hide behind his hair. He sat next to Bella in biology and had a crush on her. She had a lot of crushes and would always write their name on her pencil case. Then at the graduation party Bella goes outside where Edward is because the guy she wanted to give her virginity to, Riley I think, ended up being into orgies and they start talking. Bella tells Edward she doesn't want to go to college a virgin and they go to his house. Bella (who I think is drunk) cuts Edwards hair and is shocked at how good looking his is. Then they lose their virginity together and part ways the next day and Edward goes and gets his hair cut and styled. That's all I remember and it was a multi-chapter fic. I would be grateful for any information on it.