He left... he promised he wouldn't... he promised he'd always be there for me... but where was he now? What happened to our friendship? What happened to our memories? My love for him was still great. But everyday he was gone was like another bullet to the heart. I kept remembering our song... the words playing over and over again in my head. On occasions, it missed him to the point where I'd cry myself to sleep at night...
I remember practically his last words to me "I love everything about you," then gone as though what we had never existed. It's hard to remember what was and not break down crying... Sometimes when I thought about it I could physically feel my heart shatter into millions of pieces. He never believed me when I told him... my my pain is proof... I missed him... I needed him... I loved him...
He probably doesn't remember me... but I remember everything about him...I remember exactly why I fell in love with him in the first place...
But he gone... memories are like bullets to my heart... I wish, I hope, I dream... that one day he'll be back and for good...
Everything hurts... the pain is getting unbearable... I need him...
I guess I'm back. But find me on Wattpad and Quotev.
Dedicated to TehNicksterBoi...
~Shay