The Heart of a Griever, an attack on titan/進撃の巨人 fanfic

I heard you today, like a whisper in the wind

and I could have sworn you grabbed my hand

telling to get out of bed and to let some light in

it was my duty is what you would say, if you were here with me today

but the heart of a griever is a heavy one and it's not a weight I can bear

knowing I was the one that took your life away

I saw your eyes today, a perfect mixture of blue and green

the color of the sea we reached today I swore I saw you smile

and I know I heard you say that I should put the past away

it wasn't my fault, I did what I had to do and that you've let go

but the heart of a griever is a heavy one and it's not a weight I can bear

knowing I was the one that took your life away

I awoke by your side today, heard you calling my name

I shouldn't have done what I did you said as you grabbed my hand

to lead us away

but the heart of a griever is a heavy one and it wasn't one I could bear knowing I was the one that took your life away