Hey guys. so I was listening to music and this just hit me sooo.
Sirius Black had been sitting in Azkaban for a week when he realized that he wasn't going to be leaving. when the aurors had taken him in he had been in shock. Peter had betrayed them.
PETER HAD BETRAYED THEM. had thrown away James and Lilly, tossed them to Voldemort. He had only been the Keeper because I suggested it. eyes widening in horror I KILLED THEM. if I hadn't said any thing, had just been the keeper no matter how obvious it would have been.
If Remus were here he would- REMUS! He didn't know about the change in secret keepers. He would think that I did it! That I killed the filthy rat. We had been worried he might be the orders leak but it was that FUCKING RAT. HE LET THEM DIE. THEN HE FRAMED ME AND GOT AWAY. He got away. Remus will end up with no one Harry will be an orphan and that filth gets to live. No. I will get out of here. I am Innocent. It is so cold. James is dead. dead dead dead.
Remus is alone. All by himself. the full moons are going to be terrible. We were so wrong to think he would betray us.
Harry. Baby Harry. Prongslett, he would grow up with out his parents. With unreachable expectations heaped upon him. My godson would most likely be sent to the next of kin. Lily's sister right? Pat- Pat- something. wait. Doesn't she hate magic? oh Harry I am so sorry. I swear i will get out of here and raise you right. I swear it.
Why is it so cold? Lily could conjure some- no she is dead. I saw her dead body. she died because I failed her. I failed James. I faild Remus. I failed Harry. All of them I failed my family.
and so went Sirius descent into madness.