Rosalie P.O.V
I was still hesitating to tell Bella this … but Esme saw my face and said " I think this will make her understand your feelings better ". Alice smiled at me and I glided up the stairs. I knocked lightly at the door and for a second thought Bella say " What, Alice? " and I opened the door enough for her to see my face and said "It's me" "Can I come in?" I said still unsure. Bella said "Of course" her voice an octave higher and I thought for a second if I really scared her that much. "Come in" she said. I moved silently to sit down and asked her if she minded talking for a few minutes then saw her bed stripped and her on the couch. I then asked if I had woken her up she said that I hadn't woken her up and that we could talk. I heard the alarm in her voice and laughed lightly." Please don't think I'm horribly interfering" I told her my voice gentle and almost pleading. She told me not to worry about it. She asked what I was going to tell her and I laughed sounding oddly embaressed. I then asked her id Edward had tod her my story and she nodded slowly saying that it was close to happened to her in Port Angeles but nobody was there to save me. She shuddered at the memory I asked if that was all he told her and she asked if there was more. I nodded and looked up at her and smiled harsh, bitter smile. I asked if she wanted to hear my story. But I warned her that it didn't have a happy ending. I proceeded to tell her all about my life, my family, Vera , her adorable baby boy Henry and Royce. I told her about the horrible night that ended my life , how Carlisle found me and changed me , and how I found killed those seven men … if you could call them that I prefer the term murderers. I looked down on her and asked if I had scared her. I apologized and told her how me and Edward never really got along. I said it was mainly because he never showed any particular interest in me and because of my vanity. She then asked me the question I dreaded she would ask " Would you tell me why you don't like me?" I said that she hadn't done anything …. yet. She stared at me perplexed and I exploded telling her about the stupid decision she was making she flinched at my harshness. I stared at her for a long moment letting my self calm down. " I was so sure I could do this calmly " I said. " Its just that it was easier when it was no more than vanity" I stared at the moon in silence. " Would you like me better if I stayed human?" she asked. I turned to her my lips twitching up into a hint of a smile "Maybe" I told her. I told her about how I saved Emmett from death. I told her again my opinion on her decision and she just sighed. " I will never get through to this girl " I thought. " Thanks Rosalie. It's nice to understand … to know you better". " I apologize for being such a monster" I grinned. " I'll try to behave myself from now on". She grinned back at me. " I'll let you sleep now". " Goodnight Bella" I whispered closing the door behind me. " Goodnight Rosalie" I heard her murmur. I went downstairs hoping she would make the right decision.
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