My Sinful Addiction
Ally's POV
"I shouldn't be here Izzy!" I shouted over the loud music.
She raised her hands above her head as she swayed her hips to the music. I watched as she was completely engulfed into the sounds around her, as for me, I looked like a daffodil in the middle of dark and dangerous storm.
Everyone around me were wearing dark clothing.
I settled for a bright yellow shirt and a pair of jeans with white converses and I stuck out like a zit. Unlike my best friend Isabelle- a.k.a Izzy- she looked like she belonged here, this was her type of scenery after all.
Sometimes I wonder how we became friends...
I'm light, she's dark...literally she wears black all the time.
"Lighten up Ally," she jumped up and down, pumping her fist to the music.
I sighed and pulled out my phone, it was 10:30 at night and I had church tomorrow.
My parents are going to kill me...
I wanted to go home so bad, I couldn't take this music. It was totally different than what I was used to hearing in church, honestly I didn't know this kind of music existed. It made every inch of my body vibrate and I couldn't think straight with my pounding headache.
"Isabelle I think I'm going ho-"
She suddenly grabbed my hand, "Lets get closer!"
Oh crud...
I let her drag me through the crowd of hot sweaty bodies as we made our way to the front.
Which was a huge mistake.
"Yes! Perfect spot!" She chanted.
As the lights flashed and danced around the stage, the band that was playing came into view. A huge banner was hung in big letters that said, Innocence. I couldn't believe the false advertisement going on around here, this band was definitely not innocent.
One had a Mohawk with gages the size of a bottle cap and another was wearing shades with a top hat on.
Suddenly a guy came out from behind the curtains.
My mouth dropped.
He had a lip ring and tattoos were lined up and down his strong-looking arms. He grabbed his bass and started tuning it slowly, I watched his fingers glide carefully over the strings as he played some chords.
As the other music died down, a girl from the curtains popped out of nowhere.
"WE LOVE YOU MAMA!" A group of people shouted behind me.
"What? Who's mama?" I asked Izzy.
She pointed at the tall girl in the center of the stage, "Her. She's the lead singer of Innocence."
Clearing her throat, she tapped the mic, "Hey everybody! Thanks for coming out tonight!"
Everyone cheered and clapped for her, I didn't get the whole excitement of it all.
"Hit it boys!" She grabbed the mic and started singing. I had to be honest, she wasn't that bad of a singer, she had a very quiet voice but it could get loud when she wanted it to. I watched as she jumped up and down to the music getting into it.
But I couldn't take my eyes off the bassist.
He was so perfect but not at the same time...
Today seems like a good day to burn a
bridge or two, the one with old wood creaking that
would burn away right on cue
I try to be not like that but some people really suck
Some people need to get the axing chalk it up to bad luck
I know a drugstore cowgirl so afraid
Of getting bored she's always running from something so many things
Ignored I might do that stuff if it didn't make me feel like shit
I'm on some old reality tip so many trips in it
In the middle of the song Mama went over and ripped the bassist shirt slowly.
I could basically see the lust in her eyes as his six pack was on display and I wish I could have unseen it.
All he did was smirk and let her rip his shirt off. I looked at Izzy as she fanned herself, "They're so damn hot!" I rolled my eyes at her dramatic state and laid my eyes on the two of them again.
I wonder if he has a girlfriend...?
Is Mama his girlfriend?
I couldn't help but be curious about their relationship.
She ruffled his hair and went back to singing.
Suddenly the bassist eyes laid on mine and I froze in time, my eyes widened and I quickly looked down. My heart was pounding out of my chest and I felt this wave of lust come over me for the first time.
I needed to get out of here fast...
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"That was amazing!" Izzy chimed as we were waiting in line.
After the concert Izzy begged me to stay with her so she could get her t-shirt signed by Mama.
"My head is pounding," I whined softly, "I can't believe I have church in the morning.."
She rolled her eyes, "Don't go then."
I gasped, "I've never missed a day of church in my life!"
"Yeah I know," she snorted, "remember you went to church with a fever and threw up?"
She held her stomach as she started to laugh hysterically, I slapped her upside the head and glared at her. I've always been determined to show up to church, I am the pastors daughter after all. It's not that I don't like church cause I do, that church has saved me from a sinful life.
After a few people we were called up next.
My body froze as I met the stone cold eyes of the bassist once again.
"Hi I'm Izzy, this is my friend Ally! I'm a huge fan!" She squealed as she handed them her shirt.
Mama took it and smiled, "Well aren't you a sweetheart," she grabbed a sparkly looking sharpie. Meanwhile I could feel that guys eyes raking over my entire body and it enflamed me. I felt more exposed with my clothes on while he only had a leather jacket with nothing underneath but his naked flesh.
She handed Izzy her shirt back, "Thank you Mama!"
"Thank you for being an awesome fan!" Mama enthused.
As we were walking I felt a hand grab my wrist, "No autograph?" He asked cockily.
Izzy spoke up, "This is her first time, so I wouldn't consider her a huge fan of the band yet."
All I could do was stand there in silence and look at the ground.
"The band? No, I was wondering if she was a fan of me," Mama chuckled, "I saw you looking up at me on stage."
Someone please kill me...
He grabbed my chin and forced me to look into his chocolate eyes, "Look at me when I'm talking to you."
I gasped and slapped his hand away.
The guy with the Mohawk stood up, "Hey you can't do that-"
He held up his hand, "Do you know who I am?" He snapped angrily.
"No and I don't think I care either." I grabbed Izzy's hand and stormed away.
She whimpered as I dragged her out of the club, "What was that about?!"
I sighed, "You know how grumpy I get when I'm tired..." I lied. Honestly I was just pissed off at the guy. I've never met anyone so annoying and cocky in my entire life. I wouldn't be able to live with someone that egotistic about themselves, it makes me sick.
"Oh. Well you still shouldn't have done that!" She scolded.
I groaned, "Could you just please take me home?" I asked ignoring her irritated stare.
It was burning into my soul...
"Fine."
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I closed my front door quietly as I tiptoed to my room as carefully as I could.
"Allison Marie Dawson!"
My mother boomed from the living room.
I cursed the creaking stairs as I stepped back into the living room guiltily.
I looked up slightly to see my mother's arms crossed over her chest and my dad's scary over-bearing look of anger.
"It is 11:30 at night, where have you been? You've had us worried sick!" She cried. I didn't want to tell them that I had been out with Izzy, they already don't approve of her as it is. Telling them that I was out with her would just make the situation worse not to mention that we were at a club on top of it.
I sighed, there was no way I was getting out of this one.
Lying isn't an option either.
"Where were you Allison?" He asked sternly.
"I was out with Izzy...we went to a concert..."
Her eyes widened, "You were out with Izzy? On a Saturday night!?" She shrieked.
I shifted in my place, "It was just a concert-"
"A heavy metal rock concert wasn't it? Was it even Christian rock?!"
"Allison," my father groaned and rubbed his temple in frustration, "you know how we feel about Izzy and her taste in music."
"He's right Allison, you need to get another friend."
I crossed my arms over my chest, "Are you serious? Izzy is my only friend!"
"Don't raise your voice at us young lady, until further notice you are grounded!" My father yelled.
My jaw dropped, "What?! This is my first offense and you're not even letting me off with a warning?"
"Honey-"
I rolled my eyes and headed for the stairs, "I'll see you in the morning." I ran upstairs and went into my room slamming the door shut. They aren't usually on my case about Izzy but they freak out when we go out on the weekends.
I have no clue why, they don't give me a straight answer but no parent does sometimes.
Izzy has been my only friend since middle school and I'm not giving up on her.
I guess my parents don't understand, they think she's going to ruin my chances of getting into a good college. But, that can't be true. I'm part of the honors society in school, I've saved up enough money for college textbooks over the summer, I just don't get it.
I'm all prepared and they think that one person could screw it all up.
I quickly got in my pajamas, brushed my teeth, set my alarm, and got in bed.
I was exhausted and I had church tomorrow.
Later that night I fell asleep to the dark mysterious eyes of the bassist...
A/N- I hope you guys like this new story I'm making. I know a lot of my other stories are on hold but I feel like starting a new one and I just have all these creative plots for stories that I just can't keep in my head anymore. I'm trying to update more but school has literally taken all the energy out of me so I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!
-Taylor:)