So, I'm back(: I told you I would be writing oneshots . . . so here we go .

Disclaimer- Jad no own Maximum Ride.

I was sitting at the local Starbucks, sipping a refreshing iced coffee, when I saw her. The love of my life. The girl who saved the world. The member of my ex-family who had my heart forever. Two years ago, the flock all went separate ways. Everyone left before I could tell Max I loved her without her running away.

Standing up, I was about to make my way over to her, when I noticed she wasn't alone. Holding her hand was another guy. Memories of the reason why she left me flooded my mind. I remembered when I found out about her seeing Sam, aka the wiener, again. Hate boiled inside of me. She had no problem dating some pathetic human, but she couldn't stand one kiss from me. I couldn't take the two-love birds, so I moved into my own apartment one day.

Some part of me always hoped she would come back to me. A fiber of me dreamed she would love me back. The little fragment of me wished I could someday call her my own and kiss her until we were both gasping for air. But that piece of me suddenly disappeared. A wave of depression took over me, and I couldn't stand it anymore.

I ran home, tears clouding my vision. No. I wouldn't cry. A pale, sullen face looked at me. Two black eyes were swimming with pain and sorrow. Two eyes that would never see again. I decided right then and there, looking at my reflection, that this would end.

The cool blade never looked so appealing.

In one swift motion, the blade swept across my wrist. Blood trickled everywhere, tainting the innocent, white floors. Grabbing a pen, I began to write my last words.

Max,

This is for you. This is for your dazzling smile, your windblown hair, your glimmering eyes, and your pure heart I could never have.

I love you. I love you so much more than you could imagine. But you will never feel the same. You stole my heart and left it fall.

You're in love. But not with me. You love another man. Someone who didn't calm you down when you trapped in vile dog cages. Someone who didn't hug you and wipe away your tears when your only father-figured disappeared. Someone who didn't help you raise and care for multiple bird children. Someone who didn't help you save the world. Someone who didn't love you from the very beginning.

I hope he's worth it all Max. I know he's a good man. Because you deserve the best, and God will make sure that he's right for you. He has a funny way of working things out.

The kids all have caring families now. You have a boyfriend who loves you. I, I might not have you. But, I still get to see you happy. That's all that matters. Even if I'm not the one sharing kisses with you on starry nights. Even if I'm not the one you couldn't live without. I know that your life turned out great, so what else could I ask for?

Don't worry about me. Those 18 years I spent alone are almost gone know. Soon, the pain will be gone forever. I won't have to feel my heart burst for much longer. My breath is slowly leaving me, and in a couple minutes I will never have to face the bitter world anymore.

At least I get to spend my last moments of Earth talking to you. Even if you won't hear me. I know you saw me at Starbucks, but you probably didn't remember me. But I never forgot you. Even when I'm in the skies higher than we could ever fly in a little, I won't forget you. I will watch over you and protect you from harms way.

Soon, I'm going to fly with the angels. Soon, I can shake hands with God. Soon, I'm going to join the stars. Soon.

I don't think there's much blood left. My heart is slowing down. I'm having trouble keeping my eyes open. But I need to finish my letter before I can finally leave the agony and torture.

Promise me you will always be happy. Promise me you won't make anymore stupid mistakes. Don't runaway from this man like you did to me.

I just wish that I could see your face before my eyes close for good. I only saw a glimpse of you before. But I guess that's all I'm going to get.

Goodbye Maximum Ride.

I will always love you,

Fang.

I smiled as I finished my letter, the crimson writing staring up at me. Right then, the bathroom door opened.

The girl I loved ran in, and I saw her worried eyes before darkness finally consumed me.

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I'm serious you better review this. Unless you want to wake up in Alaska, in a ditch, with no mankind, and only a rock named Pablito as company.

Did anyone get the ending about the letter ? I'm just curious .

If you have any ideas, just pm me . Oh, and I need a beta too . Anyone up for it ?

~Jad .