Hey everybody! I've missed everyone and i'm sorry but i am not going to updating my other story i hope you can all forgive me but i like this story more and only have time to write one story at a time :( Anyways i hope you love my story and please please please please review with any thoughts you might have no matter how harsh i promise you i can take it.

Disclaimer : most of the characters in my story i do not own :(

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Chapter 1

It starts out simple:

Just a little crush…

There's nothing to worry about.

(No anonymous love notes.)

It's simple:

You see them, they're cute and

Bam!

You have a crush on them…

Then you start to talk to him and it turns into more. You start noticing how he walks or what his laugh sounds like, and you want to be the one to make him smile. So you start to talk to him often. You start to hang out together, sitting beside him in the lunch room and in class, even if the rest of rest of your class is surrounding both of you. You start to feel comfortable with him, and soon enough he's one of the very few people you can be yourself around. You want to tell him how you feel, but every time you try, there's something stopping you: the thought of him rejecting you, and of losing what you with him are unbearable. So you stay quiet, laughing at his stupid jokes and listen when he tells you about on with him.

One day you realize that when you're with him, nothing seems to matter and all of your problems disappear. So you do anything you can to spend more time with him, in the hopes that, maybe, he feels the same way.

Then the day comes when he asks you to meet him somewhere special so he can tell you something extremely important. So you go running, thinking, 'Finally, he has finally realized that we should be together. (At least for now, since you are way to young too be making promises about forever.) But for right now this is the perfect time to get a happy-ever-after.

When you get to where his is waiting, you stop and just look at him quickly. You notice that he's playing with his fingers, something he always does when he's nervous. You also notice that his dark brown hair looks messy, as if he has been running his hands through it. You also can't help but notice how amazing he looks in his dark blue, button-down shirt and fading blue jeans.

Finally, he looks up and sees you. He smiles this big, radiant smile and you can't help but smile back at him. He starts to walk towards you, so you start to walk towards him, meeting half-way. Then he pulls you into a hug and whispers, "I love ..."

That's where I always wake up. I can never seem to stay asleep long enough to hear him finish what he's going to say. I like to think that he's going to say my name, but I hate getting my hopes up, knowing that something like that would never happen to me. He would never feel the same way about me that I do about him.

By the way, my name is Rose Hathaway, and in case you haven't noticed, I am completely in love with my best friend Dimitri Belikov.

Fixed chapter sorry for the mistake! :) I also wont be able to update i have no internet right now i am at a library but i wont be able to come back here i do promise to update next week