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Yoh sat atop his roof, gazing up at the stars as always. The pattern of the blinking orbs were so pretty aligned by the distant and gleaming moon. Just knowing that they were there and would always be gave Yoh a good feeling deep inside.
Stars were many things. As a child, Yoh believed that they were little fireflies dancing away happily by the moon. Spiritually, they could be souls in their eternal rest, watching over the world as his grandfather thought. Scientifically, they were burning balls of gas which were and had been studied by many scientists and astronomers who had been so keen to grasp knowledge. They were looked at in so many ways... but he didn't care. As long as they were there, it was ok.
Stars can be like people, his grandfather had once told him. They are so many of them, and always changing. They can be reborn, he had said to little Yoh in his gruff voice when he had first taken the toddler into the mountains to stargaze. He had been awed.
Yoh's eyes dimmed when he remembered. Yes, they are always changing. But they will always be there to look upon, unlike humans.
Looking on at the stars seemed to always calm him, especially on nights when he was disturbed. He had been disturbed for awhile.
He sighed deeply. It had always ended with her. Anna. Why had she left so suddenly? One day she was right beside him... the next, she was gone. He had thought that she would come back and had waited for a day, patiently, but seething with worry. When she didn't show up, he had decided to go in her room. Reality struck him when he opened her closet door and found all her belongings gone.
The cause? Unspoken. That was the word. Unspoken. It was the only word written on the piece of paper sitting openly on her table for him to read. At first, it was puzzling to him but it all became evident. He had started to analize the word and found the other pair. Love.
Unspoken love.
Yoh had always thought of strong and confident Anna always being there. But strong and confident had suddenly vanished when he laid eyes on her neat handwriting on the tiny piece of paper. It had never been clearer to him before that Anna was in need of love and warmth, that she was lonely. It was so unbelievable that he had almost laughed.
Yes, their love was unspoken. Yoh had thought that she had known that deep inside he really truly loved her, that he didn't put up with her only because he had no other choice. He had been wrong. Despite what he thought was common knowledge, she had left because he had never said said a simple 'I love you' to her. Come to think of it, she had never said it to him either but at least he knew. It was amazing, how 3 simple words could keep a person from staying or going.
Forget about disturbed, he was wounded. Wounded that she had been so oblivious to his little hints of affection. He hated the fact and sometimes reveled in his silent anger by trying to convince himself that she was playing him but he knew that it wasn't true. No matter what cause, he still loved her.
"I'm going to find you, Anna." he whispered, looking up at the stars with his glazed eyes. The stars winked at him from high above and a a gentle breeze sitrred. I promise.
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