Hurt: Naruto/Sakura with one sided Hinata
It hurts…badly. Sometimes it hurts so much I can't sleep. Sometimes I can't think straight. If I'm lucky I have a day where I don't think about it, or you…or her. I try, I really do, to be supportive and a good friend to you. I mean if you really love each other then who am I to stop you…
When I cry…it doesn't help anymore. My tears are meaningless, because I've wasted so many of them on you. My friends tell me how dumb you are, and how great I am. But it's hard to believe them…I guess I'm just not great enough. For you. Maybe I'm not as special or pretty as her, but you told me your past and I told you mine. I guess it was foolish to believe that your trust meant you loved me, it was foolish to think she didn't know. I thought you cared…but I was wrong.
I'm sorry everyone, I'm sorry that I'm weak. I'm sorry that I was foolish and blind. It just hurts to watch you hold her…and laugh with her. I wish more then anything that was me.
I'll probably go out with some other guys…like Kiba or Shino, but I know they'll never be able to make me as happy as you. Because…I'll never love them as much as I love you, I can't…it's just impossible. So forgive me for loving you, as I forgive you for loving her, because all I really want is for to be happy. To see you smile…and laugh, makes my pain dissipate just a bit, so I'll hold on to that, but I won't be selfish. No matter how many tears it takes I want you to be happy…you didn't betray me so don't worry. You were never mine…and you probably never will be, but I want you to be happy with her. Because I love you so much it hurts.
I'll put on a smile, and laugh with you…I'll still be friendly and act like nothing's wrong. Inside though…I want to cry, and as I stand there watching you with her, I feel like I'm stabbed hundreds of times. It'll kill me inside…but I'll smile and live on, acting as if nothing is wrong. I'll go home though, and sob into my pillow. I'll lock the door and cry for hours…I feel too sick to eat and too sad to speak. I feel like I'm dying inside…because I love you so much, watching you with her nearly kills me every day. I love you so much Naruto, that it hurts this badly.