Its me and not you,

we are one and not two,

your eyes,

my eyes,

they meet,

in how long?

Its pain so much pain how do I ignore it?

I ignore her the one I hold dearest,

The one I went to for support,

when I'm hurt,

when I look into her eyes,

cold amber eyes,

against hurt green ones,

I feel pain,

Pain I can not handle,

I feel anger and pain against her,

when I need her most.