Balin and Josh were both at that point in life where they gave up on caring or trying, They decided, fuck it we'll kill ourselves. They got away from the parental figure and ran, with booze in hand to the woods. The tension was thick enough to cut with the knife, they brought along in case the booze didn't work or wasn't quick both brought phones out so they could text people and not be bored while they die. Josh and Balin were gay, they didn't like being judged for it by everyone, especially their family, Josh's mom had yelled at him that morning about being a disgrace and that he could go anywhere as long as it was away from her, that's why he was at Balin"s. Balin was judged by his dad who got drunk half the time and abused him behind his friends backs. The long sleeves were for the scars , burns, and cuts. Nobody had half a brain to ask why he wore them everyday. He and josh related over depression and sadly enough both being gay. Neither wanted to die a virgin of anything especially of the lips, so they kissed. They felt fireworks go off underneath their closed eyelids and almost felt reluctant to kill themselves. But still were going to attempt. Their one mistake in the plan was texting a friend about what they were doing, long story short, the cops found them and took them home, both still had the kiss on their mind. They acted like normal at school like it never happened but in reality it had changed everything.

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