Who would ever expect that I'll fall in love with someone completely opposite to my first love… her attitude, the way she talks… the way she expresses herself to others, and even the aura she releases is different…

Even so, I know behind that emotionless façade… is someone who has a heart of gold just like my first love… and how much she would try her hardest just to protect those around her and the ones she found to be an importance in her life…

And here I am an idiot, realizing all of this now… while she's there risking her life to save someone who's beloved to her… how could I have not realized this sooner! If only I have realized my true feelings for her, I could have, no! I would have just stayed and protected her; I know she tried to put on a brave face just so her bestfriend wouldn't worry…

But I was too engrossed in protecting my first love… that I was blinded to see who I really wanted to protect all these time…

Why do I feel so much hurt inside me? Why is this more painful? I thought that I would be used to it, seeing I was already hurt, I knew that seeing my first love protected by the one she loves would bring me happiness however it seems it was somehow being suffocated… but now I feel like the pain is killing me slowly

I hope she's alright, I know running to her now would be useless seeing that she would be no longer there however my instinct is still telling me to go and run back to her, but there's no way she could be there…

"Why did you come back?" A cold and emotionless voice asked from behind

But I knew to who it belonged and it was her and she sounded alright

"Because I realized that it wasn't her I wanted to protect but you" I explained with a gentle smile on my face

"You know protecting me means…you'll-"

"It doesn't matter, if I get hit by you or you'll blackmail me with stupid pictures or with whatever, because those wont stop me from protecting you… and besides I don't only love you for your good side but also for your bad side, I can learn to love everything about you as fast as I could…"

She cried with a words I've said despite not finishing it completely, my eagerness to hug her came the better of me, and as I did I let out the most important thing I wanted to say

"Just to prove to you that right now, until the end of time… I will love no one but you"