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Author's Note: Originally published on April 3, 2002. Was removed for an unknown reason, here's a repost. Wish I could get all those reviews back...

Wishing on a Star

I'm wishing on a star

I stared up at the sky. How I wished I could be with Obi-Wan. Wherever he was. If only I knew where. I've wished on more stars and luckily charms than I could ever count to be with the man I love...

To follow where you are

I would follow him across the galaxy and back. From the ends of one planet to another. I just wanted to feel his arms around me again. To have his gentle lips on my hair. To have him tell me over and over again how much he loves me....

I'm wishing on a dream

But it's only a dream. I can never be with Obi-Wan. Ever. I had married his Padawan. I had Anakin's children. Luke and Leia, my angels. If only Obi-Wan were their father. If only Obi-Wan and I were together. But that's just a dream...

To follow what it means

God how I loved Obi-Wan. How I miss him. The tickle of his beard when he kissed me. His strong hands in my own. The way he laughed. Oh how I miss him...

And I wish on the rainbows that I've I seen

I missed the sunsets we stayed up to watch. Lying in his arms we would watch the sun as it rose in the morning and the rainbows after a misty rain. But I can never have that again...

I've wish on the people who really dream

We used to spend hours talking about our future, our plans, our dreams, and our fears. We would talk about politics and how someday we were going to have a home and children and grow old together. But that can never happen now...

I'm wishing on a star

Now light-years away from the only man I've ever loved I stare at my star. Naboo's star. Naboo's sun. The bright blue star. The place I could only ever truly call home.

To follow where you are

Oh Obi-Wan. I'd follow you wherever you went. If only you didn't have to fight. If only you didn't have to be a savior. So many ifs, so many shattered dreams...

THE END