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Hi...

I am super sorry me and Selena haven't been very active lately. Really. The next chapter of Young Justice should be out no later than Friday.

Disclaimer: I actually don't own anything. The Script owns the song and Crow (Alana) and Masquerade (Caspian) are Selena's.

Selena: HI!

Not your story! Go away!

Selena: But...but...but...

Fine, you can stay.

Selena: YAY!

Story is from Caspian's pov


Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

Alana left me. She said I was flirting too much.

My friends outside the team say it's good she's gone.

Robin says I'm a jackass who just lost the best thing that's ever happened to me.

As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying, tryin, not to drag my feet

The boys say the bar will help.

They say a few drinks
Will help me to forget her
But after one too many
I know that I'll never

They get me pretty drunk. They say I'll forget.

The more I drink,

The more I remember.

I mean,

How are you supposed to forget what it's like to have your own personal angel in your life?

Only they can't see where this is gonna end
And they all think I'm crazy
But to me it's perfect sense

"Man, come on! Who cares about her?"

I realize something.

I do.

And my mates are all there
Tryin to calm me down
Cause I'm shoutin your name all over town

"Dude! Chill!"

"Stop yellin man!"

"What's wrong with you?"

I'm swearin if I go there now
I can change her mind
Turn it all around

"Let me go! Let me go talk to her!"

"No! You'll only make things worse for yourself!"

And I know that I'm drunk
But I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time
Even though they're slurred

"You're drunk Caspian!"

"I don't care!"

So I dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love
But all I heard was nothing

"Alana! Please!"

"You're drunk, aren't you?"

"Alana! I'm still in love with you!"

"..."

Click.

She said nothing
I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
I got nothing
Nothing
I got nothing
Oh
I wanted worlds but all I got was nothing

I dropped the pay phone. The receiver dangled by the cord. The dial tone was barely audible.

I told her I still loved her.

She said nothing.

Oh sometimes love's intoxicating
Oh you're comin down your hands are shakin
When you realize there's no one waiting

They tell me it's alright.

Am I better off dead?

She hates me.

I stand on the bridge.

Am I better off a quitter?

What do I have to lose?

They say I'm better off now

I jump.

Than I ever was with her

I open my eyes. I;m being dragged onto the grass.

"...Idiot!..."

I can barely make out the flashing blue and red lights.

And my mates are all there
Tryin to calm me down
Cause I'm shoutin your name all over town

"Alana..." I mutter. I feel myself being loaded onto something.

I'm swearin if I go there now
I can change her mind
Turn it all around

"Let me...have to tell..."

"Sir? Are you drunk?"

And I know that I'm drunk
But I'll say the words
And she'll listen this time
Even though they're slurred
So I dialed her number and confessed to her
I'm still in love
But all I heard was nothing

When I woke up, I was in a hospital

She said nothing
Oh

I rolled my head to the side.

I wanted words but all I head was nothing

The sound of her hanging up replayed in my head.

I got nothing
Nothing

I lost the best thing that ever happened to me.

I closed my eyes.

I got nothing

"We're losing him!"

Oh

I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

"Clear!"

Ca-thunk

"No response!"

I got nothing

"Clear!"

Ca-thunk

"Still nothing!"

I got nothing

"Clear!"

Ca-thunk

"Nothing..."

I got nothing

"We've lost him..."

Selena: You killed Caspian!

And?

Selena: You killed him!

You loved it anyways.

Selena: True...

Hope you liked it! I will be posting one other thing today, a songfic called This Is War.

Review!

~Alyss