I've had this idea in mind for a while, and just now got around to putting it down.

But, Saturn, you've got many other fanfictions that you haven't finished yet.

I know, I know, but I can't help myself. I get an idea, I want to write it. Even if I might not finish it.

But, Saturn, people don't want you to start a new one.

I don't care. I do it because I want to do it.

Sorry about that; I always end up telling myself that when I start something new. Anyways, this idea came around because I ran out of Laven fanfics to read.

yeah…that's it.

Well, one's that I was interested in. I've never read a Laven fanfic that had a more dramatic feel, one that has deeper content. (Well, that's a lie. I have, but I mean deeper content that's used as a purpose and not just sexual desires.) So, that's what I'm bringing to the table.

I lied again. There was ONE I remember that had this deeper content, and used it appropriately. It was a fanfiction called "Don't Touch" by . (It's still on . I highly suggest it.) It was Yullen, which I really don't like, but the chemistry that this person wrote between the two was so realistic that I can actually stand it. It was based around the fact that Allen had been raped on a previous mission, and Kanda trying to get Allen to tell him what happened, because he wasn't acting like he usually did. If focused more on the psychological aftereffects of rape, which is what made it so great, and is one of the things I want to have in mine.

WARNINGS: This fanfiction is mature from the get-go. It has mentions of rape in it, and, most likely, vulgar language and acts. Also, there will be mentions of religion. (Some people are very meticulous with that.) If you are not comfortable with that, please don't read it. I cannot stress that enough. Also, boyxboy (or yaoi). So, yeah. With that, I'll start writing this thing. Whatever this is.