Is that really how you think of me Austin? I hate you I wish I never meet you! I can't believe you...I...I
"Ally wakes you you're going to be late for your first day backing to school." My father told me as he woke me from my dreams. I should tell you Me and Austin aren't on good terms at the moment. I don't want to forgive him anyways.
It's been months since I've seen Austin not that it really matter anyways. He must be oh so happy now that I'm not in his pathetic life. His path to stardom is completely different from mine now but who cares it's no big deal now. We are both artist with our own separate paths. Glancing at my clock I notice I still had hour and a half left until I had to even leave to go to school. That's old reliable dad there for you.
"Thanks dad" I said
"No problem squirt breakfast will be ready in forty minutes" my dad said as he walked down the stairs
Dear journal
I did my normal morning routine, I then started to put on my pre pick outfit for the first day back in school. This year better be better than last. You know the whole Austin ordeal in all put a downer on things. Any way's it's unbelievable that this is my last year at Miami high it still feels like I'm in middle . But as they say time flies when you're having fun right. I still can believe I'm going to be releasing my third album this month. I can't believe almost everything has changed from mostly the better.
The best thing about this year is that my mom has finally came back home from Africa for good this time.
My mom and I have had some really great bonding time. I think that's the best thing in the world that she wants to get more involved in my life since she's been gone. What's really great is that she moved back into the house with us. We all have been bonding like never before. My parents both seem to be getting along for my sake. I'm personally hoping that they get back together so we can be a happy family again but right now that beside the point.
For now all I need to worry about this year are three things. My collage applications, my third album relish and running into Austin and his crew. Which will be a struggle with Austin because wherever I go the tabloids are making up these ridiculous rumors that me and Austin are a couple or that we are working on a new song or whatever ridiculous story they can make up . I'll tell you this right now it's a load of crap. But for my poor fans they think that im with that jerk. Which makes it hard for me to keep my cool and tell them that I am not dating that imbecile. But that's doesn't matter right now all I have to focus on right now are my grades and my career. I just have to stay clear of him and everything will be fine. Anyways I talk to you later mom's calling bye
P.S. Don't forget to talk to Mr. Taylor about using the music room during lunch and after school.
"Ally dear breakfast is ready" my mother called
"I'll be there in a minute mom hold on" I said as I closed my book and put it in my backpack
The poor thing has been used so much the outer part is starting to fade. But then again I've had it since my mom moved to Africa and that was when I started fifth grade. I've written in it ever since. My whole life story is in this book it's basically a part of me. It went through my parents' divorce, me going into middle school, getting stage fright, meeting Austin, the start of my career up till this point in my life. I don't know what I would have done if I didn't have that little book. I gave a small smile and walked down the stairs.
"Morning mom. How did you sleep?" I asked
"I sleep like a baby believe it or not. That extra bed we have is so much better than the one's in Africa. Oh talking about Africa you remember that baby ape Trish right?" my mother asked as she handed me a plate of pancake
"Of course how could I not forget about her? Is she ok? She's not sick is she?" I asked as I began to eat my pancakes .MHM …I swear my mother's cooking is to die for.
" She's doing fine but it seem she's got herself a little boyfriend now ." she said as she grabbed my plate
" O let me guess little dez" I said with a big smile on my face
" How did you know " my mother said as she started to wash the dishes
" Just a good guess" I said as a gave my mother a kiss on the cheek and walked up stairs
I grabbed my backpack and checked it twice before I left to pick up Trish. I made a deal with her about a four maybe five months ago that I would take her to school as long as she made sure she'd still be Austin's manger . Yeah you could say it was that bad that she considered that she quit being Austin's manager. But I couldn't let that happen no matter how angry, disappointed, and disgusted I am at him I can't be the one responsible for his career to go down the drain. She's keep her promise so far I don't think she'll change her mind any time soon. When I finally got to Trish's house I saw him standing outside her door.
" No no no this cannot be happing no no no please anything but this o gosh please don't let me take him to school that all I ask" I silently prayed as I parked my car
I got out of my car making sure I did not look at Austin
" Just go inside and get Trish & Dez and get out of here" I thought to my self
" Morning Ally" Austin said
" Leave me alone Moon I don't want to talk to you" I said as I walk through the doors
" Morning to you to all's" Austin said
" Don't call me that" I growled at him.
" Trish, Dez let's go" I yelled
It took them forever to get outside but luckily we still had about 30 minutes to get to school. The down side was Austin keep on try to talk to me making it harder for me not to hit him upside the head.
" Hey you guy's we're going to be late for school if you don't hurry up." I yelled tossing the key's to Dez
" We're coming' Austin said
" I wasn't talking to you Moon . Trish ,Dez come on lets go you two can kiss any other time." I said as I stood next to my car
Oh did I forget to tell you Trish and Dez are dating opp's well they are we'll get into that later.
I wrote quickly wrote in my note book
" Oh great he's coming" I thought to myself
" I call shot gun " Trish yelled
" Really Trish really… if he's coming with us he better take his truck because not allowed in this car" I said pointing to Austin
" But Allie he's truck is being repaired right now can't he just this one time ride in your car" Dez pouted
" Fine *huff* get in the car Moon." I said as I got into the back seat of my car. I put my seat belt on and crossed my arms.
Well I guess I'm off to a bad start on my avoid Austin at all cost plan. But you know what I won't let him bring me down. It's a new year and a fresh start for me. All I have to do I just get though this year and I'll never have to see him again. Well that's the plan at least.
" What you writing there all's" Austin said as he sat right beside me try to get a peck of what I was writing
" It's none of your business . And didn't I tell you to quit calling me that!" I snapped at him
" Gosh dang it ally I'm trying to be nice here" Austin yelled
" O wow that a first" I said as I rolled my eyes
We all stayed quit until we were half to school. I guess the tension was to high we when turn to red rose lane because Dez turned on the radio. Good thing he did because my favorite hit single from my track was playing.
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
but I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and it's all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake
Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't lose you again
something's made your eyes go cold
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted
Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But I still mean every word I said to you
He would try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead
Oh, I'm holding my breath
Won't see you again
something keeps me holding on to nothing
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now, I'm haunted
I know, I know, I just know
You're not gone. You can't be gone. No.
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't go back, I'm haunted
Oh
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break.
Never thought I'd see it...
But talk about awkward the songs totally about Austin. I'm not afraid to admit that to him or any of my real friends. But with the paparazzi there no way I'm telling them who it's about even though I want to I can't do that do him. Though he does deserver it for what he did. But revenge is never a good idea no matter how much you want to hurt someone it not a good idea to do it.
" And that Ally Dawson : Haunted . Her upcoming C.D. Last march is going to be relished this Saturday at 10 Am at Sonic Boom . Be ready it look like Miss Dawson is going to be taking a storm this winter. Kira what do you think of Miss Dawson song."
" It's simply beautiful it has such a high extent of power. I'll have to know that my girl Ally worked her butt of to write this song. For it to become this popular from writing just this one song I know she can go anywhere because she pushes herself to a whole new extent of extremes. I know I'll be one of the first people to buy her album" Kira said
" She's right it's a beautiful song ally" Austin said giving me a small smile
I stay quit the rest of the way to school not knowing how to respond to Austin comment. Didn't he know the song was about him, how could he not know it about him. I put in the line of our first duet together . I kind of explained our down fall gosh dang it Austin get a brain and know I'm singing about you , you jerk. Hey I have every right to call him that! He is one, and I'm not explaining how we got into this mess because you my dang friend caused this mess in the first place. Yeah ,Yeah Yeah intimate object cant cause problem. Well explain that one to the tables and floor I run/fall into all the time. Anyway we're at school I got to go I'll write in you later.
Hey guy this is my new story Last chance . I really hope you guys like this . If you have any suggestions fell free to leave a review or a private message.
Oh before I forget I do not own any of the songs I will be using or Austin and ally. see you next time VMT out :)
