Today of all days you choose to walk out of my life

Today of all days you choose to walk out of my life.

I have been sitting here staring out of the window all day, wishing and praying that you will come back.

Now it's starting to sprinkle. Gosh, I hate the rain

As I tip toe around the house closing all the blinds I feel just how empty the house is with out you.

I never meant to hurt you

I just needed love, and you were never there for me, I know so cliché.

I just wanted to be loved, just wanted to be held, I wanted you to want me again.

Now it is thundering and the rain is coming down harder. God I really hate the rain.

As I climb the stairs, I just know you will never forgive me. I betrayer your trust, and have done the unthinkable.

Now it is lighting and I am starting to feel so uneasy.

I climb into bed and all I can smell is you.

Your everywhere,

The sheets,

The pillows,

Hell you're even on me.

Now it is raining both inside and out.

I can't stop the tears from flowing; just knowing your not coming back is killing me on the inside.

Just then, I hear a faint sound.

I think it is the door.

I then hear the alarm beep twice telling me that the front door is open.

It can't be.

I jump out of bed, and run down the stairs.

Yes it is.

There you are soaked, standing in the doorway.

Then you say those words that made me fall in love with you in the first place.

"I know how the rain makes you feel, and I can't let you stay here alone."

I slowly walk down the stair. This has to be a dream.

As I touch your face and feel the heat coming from your skin, I know its not.

I start to cry, "I didn't mean for this to happen like this, I just…"

You put a finger over my lips and say, "it doesn't matter I just don't want you to be alone."

You take my hand and it feels so small compared to yours.

As we walk up the stairs all I can think is I have to make this right.

"Draco I…"

"Hermione," you speak my name and I fall in love all over again.

But the look in your eyes tells me your not here because you want to be, you're here because you don't want me to be afraid.

"Ill stay with you till the rain passes but not a minute longer."

My heart falls but I understand. You always did do the right thing. No matter what.

You lead me in the bedroom and I start to silently cry.

You take me to the bed and tell me to just lie down.

I'm thinking your gonna get in but you don't.

"Ill sit with you while you sleep, but when the rain passes i'm gone."

I nod my head and try to lie down

You sit in the chair closest to the window, looking at me while I nap.

Just then, thunder roars through the sky and lighting strikes the trees.

"Draco please, will you come and lay with me?" I plead, need something to get me through the rain.

You stand slowly, and walk over to the side of the bed. You sit and look at me as if you never knew me. As if, I was dead to you.

You lay on your back and I snuggle against you.

You tense and I wish you wouldn't.

The rain is falling so fast and strong now. I really hope it never ends.

"Why"

At first, I think I'm hearing things but then you say it again.

"Why? Why with him? Why? Don't you love me anymore?"

I sit up, "no Draco I love you with all my heart. Ron was just there for me when you were gone and, I was missing you so bad, and I just needed to be held, and loved and wanted for a change."

"So you're saying I don't love you?"

I can see your eyes turning cold.

"No it's not like that, its just…"

"Don't explain. I don't want you to. Just lie back down and go to sleep."

As I lay my head back on your chest all I am thinking is "please god, don't stop the rain."