I don't know why…

Authors Note: I am new to this site and this is my first story. It is kind of sad and involves death so read if you want to. Sorry for any spelling or grammar errors.

I don't know why I love you but I do
I don't know why I cry so but I do
I only know I'm lonely and that I want you only
I don't know why I love you but I do

He was surprised. He was surprised because whenever he would listen to this song he would find himself crying. But today, today his eyes shed not even one tear. It was their song. It was playing at the café when he first met her. It was playing on their first date when he asked her to dance. It was playing when he proposed. And it played when they first danced as man and wife.

I can't sleep nights because I feel so restless
I don't know what to do, I feel so helpless
And since you've been away, I cry both night and day
I don't know why I love you but I do

They were the fairytale couple. Getting married at such a young age and still loving each other more and more everyday. Well until the night that took her away. They were on the way home from a visit to his brother and sister-in-law when a drunk driver hit them on the passenger side. She died in his arms. Her last words being, "always and forever."

My days have been so lonely
My nights have been so blue
I don't know how I manage, but I do

It had been two years since that fateful day that took her and he had never fully gotten over it. Now he lived alone in a small four roomed house which they had bought in hopes of starting a family.

Each night I sit alone and tell myself
That I will fall in love with someone else
I guess I'm wastin' time but I've got to clear my mind
I don't know why I love you but I do

His mother had tried to get him to date but he kept comparing. Too blonde, too tall, not smart enough…his mom never approved of their relationship in the first place.

I guess I'm wastin' time but I've got to clear my mind
I don't know why I love you but I do

As his brother and sister-in-law walked into his house using the spare key, they were welcomed by the sound of the record playing. They walked through the house until they found his lifeless body surrounded by scattered pills. But the only thing they could stare at was the peaceful smile he had on his face.

He had found her.

Authors note: So please review. And in case of confusion Nathan and Haley were married until Haley died in a car accident. Nathan was the man upset and killed himself. :[

Sad, I know. It was originally suppose to be Brucas but I kept thinking of Naley while writing it.