Wils-kun - *is actually awake for once but is staring into space eating a bowl of instant ramen* Oh yo, yaoi fangirls. I'm the host of this FFN account and one of my masters four personalities, me being the lazy tomboy
On-san - *walked in with a bowl of instant ramen* I'm the mature quiet one and your lucky I knew that Master planned to introduce a new fanfic so I brought instant ramen so Wils-kun will actually be awake to do her job. Now do your job, Wils-kun.
Wils-kun - *stares longingly at bowl of ramen* Ok, I'll do it. WARNING: THIS FANFIC CONTAINS YAOI, SHONEN-AI, SUCIDEDE, SUGGESTIVE THEMES, AND FOUL LANGUAGE.
DISCLAIMER:REMEMBER MASTER DOSEN'T OWN ANY OF THE NARUTO CHARACTER. MASASHI KISHIMOTO OWNS THAT HONOR. AND SHE OWNS KNOWN OF THE LYRICS USED IN THIS FANFIC.
On-san – Good girl. *gives Wils-kun the bowl of ramen and she immediately starts eating* Enjoy the fanfic, people. Oh and by the way, this is not a songfic the lyrics used in this is just what inspired the short story
Angels Cry by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Well it's hard to explain This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life. Angels cry Intentions that were pure have turned obscure Angels cry My heart, burns through Angels cry Angels cry
but I'll try if you let me,
Well it's hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me.
(Please don't cry)
Can't you see I'm dying here a shot of broken heart that is chased with fear?
when stars collide
I can't eat
and I can't breath
I wouldn't want it any other way.
seconds into hours, minutes into years.
Don't ask me why
(please don't cry)
I can't tell you lies...
when stars collide
I can't eat
and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.
(Repeat)
my chest, to the floor.
Tearing me silently although abruptly words can't hide as I'm taking you home, and I tried to see,
tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home
when stars collide
I can't eat
and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.
when stars collide
I can't eat
and I can't breath
I wouldn't want it any other way.
I was barely listening to Iruka-sensei's lecture on the Thirty Year's War because I already knew how the Protestants and the Catholics fucking hate each other. I looked at my best friend, Naruto Uzumaki, who looked like he was diligently taking notes but once you look closer you could tell he was actually drawing, like always. Smirking I snatched Naruto's paper from him.
"Hey, Sasuke-teme, gimmie my paper back," Naruto whined as he tried to get his paper back.
Of course me being the bastard I am, I completely ignored him and just put the picture out of Naruto's reach. I looked at his drawing and was amazed at the beauty Naruto was able to capture. It was a picture of a big red fox with sharp red eyes and nine black tipped tails. The fox was snarling and looked as if it was about to strike. It was mesmerizing yet frightening. "Beautiful and vivid as usual, Naruto" I admitted when I finally gave him his picture back.
Naruto blushed a little, but tried to hide it by acting cocky. "Of course it is. What else did you expect from the great Naruto Uzumaki?"
I smirked, seeing right through Naruto's charade. I leaned in closer so barely an inch was between Naruto's face and me. "Am I embarrassing you, Naruto?" I whispered.
"N-n-no," Naruto stuttered, but despite his words his whiskered marked cheeks turned a bright red.
It's not much fun teasing Naruto. I placed a pale hand on Naruto's now red cheek and leaned in closer so my lips were just near his ear. "Are you sure?" I whispered in a low voice.
"Um …"
"Naruto Uzumaki and Sasuke Uchiha!" Iruka-sensei yelled.
At the sound of Iruka's voice I quickly let go of Naruto's cheek and sat up in my chair. That was smart of me too, because everybody turned his or her heads to stare at Naruto and me.
"Are you boys paying attention to the lecture?" Iruka asked the both of us.
"Of course we are, Iruka-sensei," I responded for the both of us, considering that Naruto was still as red as a ripe tomato*.
Iruka folded his arms across his chest. "Really now? Can you tell what are the phases of the Thirty Year's War?"
I smirked. 'Iruka you're going too easy on me.' "The Bohemian phase, the Danish phase, the Swedish phase, and the French phase," I answered without even having to think about it. "Is there anything else you want to ask me, Iruka-sensei?"
Everyone in the class snickered as Iruka-sensei became baffled and started stuttering. "D-don't get smart with me, Sasuke, and pay attention in class for once I don't care if you know all of the material already. And as for you Naruto, don't let Sasuke distract you so easily."
"Yes, Iruka-sensei," Naruto said. "I'll try my best."
Satisfied with our response Iruka returned to the lesson. I looked over at Naruto who was working on his drawing again. I pulled out a piece of paper to write a note to Naruto.
You want to go over to my house 2day?
I passed the note to Naruto and a few seconds later I got a reply written in Naruto's chicken-scratch handwriting.
Sure, but I have to go meet Sasori-sensei to talk about the art contest so I'll meet you at the front of the school.
I gave Naruto a nod. Smirking I thought about what we'll do when we got to my house. My parents and older brother is out so maybe I'll get lucky. Yes I like Naruto. I realized this when we started middle school, but have not had the guts to tell him. Sure we sometimes flirt a bit, but that's nothing. Tonight, however, I'll tell him how much I like him and the blonde dobe will be mine.
~After School~
For probably the tenth time I checked my watch. I was waiting for Naruto at the front of the school and have been doing so for probably half an hour. Deciding to text the dobe I pulled out my phone. 'Where r u?' I texted and waited for a while for a reply but got none. I was getting frustrated so I decided to call him, but it went straight to voice mail. The dobe turned off his damn phone. Tomorrow I am so going to get that boy.
~Next Day~
When the next day came I searched frantically for 5the blonde, but couldn't find him anywhere. He wasn't in homeroom, first, second, third, or fourth period. During lunch I went to go see Iruka because if anyone knew where the dobe was besides me it would be Iruka-sensei. As I entered his room though he was getting ready to leave.
"Oh, Sasuke," Iruka said when he realized I was there. I noticed that his eyes were watery and red as if he was just crying. "I was just ab-"
To be honest I didn't care what Iruka-sensei was about to do I only wanted to know where Naruto was. "Iruka-sensei," I said cutting him off. "Where is Naruto?"
Iruka nodded, ignoring my rude behavior. "I was going over to his house to see him, but I think you should go instead."
'What is the dobe doing at his house,' I thought.
Seeing the confused look on my face, Iruka placed a hand on my shoulder. "Naruto will explain if he's ready," he said.
I know that was supposed to reassure me, but that just made me more worried and paranoid. Quickly I gave Iruka a nod and ran out of the room and into the halls. As I was running out I ran into Sakura and Ino who were carrying a box of costumes for the drama club.
"Sasuke-kun!" they both squealed when they spotted me.
I didn't have the time to reject or even glare at them so I just continued to run. When I reached my car, I fumbled with my keys a bit and hopped in and slammed on the gas pedal. Naruto's house wasn't that far from the school since he walked to school so I was there in less then three minutes. I pulled up to Naruto's driveway and noticed that his mom's car wasn't there which was weird because she was a stay-at-home mom.
I got out of the car, walked to the front door, and lightly knocked on the door. After five minutes I got no response so I pounded on the door. "Naruto!" I screamed. "Naruto open the door!"
Still, I got no response. I finally had enough and I got the spare key they hide in the plants in case Naruto forgot or lost his keys. There was a blast of cold air as I opened the front door, which was also weird because Naruto's mom always kept the house warm. Something was telling me that something bad happened.
"Naruto," I called for the hundredth time today. Again no response, but when I listened closer I could hear quiet whimpering coming from upstairs. I ran, which I seem to be doing a lot recently, upstairs and followed the whimpering sound to Naruto's room. I was beginning to fear the worst. What if Naruto was hurt/ I would never be able to live with myself if Naruto died before I could tell him my feelings.
I burst into Naruto's room and my heart almost stopped. There my blonde angel was on the cream colored carpet that was now soaked with blood, slipping into unconsciousness. "NARUTO!" I screamed, running to my blonde. For the first time I noticed that there was a letter in his left hand and a knife in his right.
'Naruto tried to commit suicide,' I thought. 'But why?' But as I desperately as I wanted to read Naruto had, his well being come first. I checked for Naruto's pulse. Relief washed over me when I felt a faint pulse. Then I pulled out my cell and called for an ambulance. When I was sure an ambulance was coming. I took the letter from Naruto.
'Naruto Uzumaki,' it read. 'We are sorry to tell you, but tonight at 10:35 Kushina Uzumaki and Minato Namikaze got into an accident with a drunk driver. Unfortunately there were no survivors of this terrible incident.'
Now it made sense why Naruto tried to commit suicide. Naruto's parents were the world to him because there is no one else Naruto can call family. It must have crushed him when realized his greatest fear of being alone has come to reality.
I held Naruto's limp body in my arms. "I would always be here for you, my angel," I whispered in his ear. And until the ambulance came I refused to let go.
~One month later~
For about a week Naruto stayed in a coma and when he woke up we were all so relieved, but soon after we realized that Naruto wouldn't make a single sound or facial expression expect for when he'll silently cry. It pained Iruka-sensei, who was now Naruto's legal guardian, to do but he sent him to a mental institute on the other side of Konoha. But despite the distance I would visit Naruto daily bearing flowers that quickly died or chocolates that he never ate. Everyday I tell Naruto I love him, but he'll just stare at me with his empty blue eyes. It hurt me, but that'll never change the way I feel about him or his place in my life**.
I walked into the institute, a bunch of nurses greeting me. When Nurse Shizune noticed me she gave me a small smile and told me he was waiting for me in his room. Sure enough there Naruto was sitting in a chair in his room looking outside the window.
"Good afternoon, my angel," I greeted him. Of course I got no answer. I went over to where he sat, kneeling in front of him. I then became aware of tears rolling down his tan cheeks. Leaning forward I kissed them away. "Don't cry," I whispered before I gave him a soft kiss on the lips. "I love you, Naruto, my angel."***
*I know how much you love tomatoes, Sasuke-kun.
**That is probably my favorite line of the song
*** If any one will please pretty please draw the last scene with Naruto and Sasuke I would forever be in debt to you.
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