Just a friend….
She greets me with a smile and winks in my direction
I wave at her friendly for my own protection
Because she can't ever know what its is I truly feel
I've tried so hard to let it go but her rejection I couldn't deal
I hurt her so much in the past and sometimes I wonder how
I decided so suddenly she was the one why this time why now
It hurts me to see her smile at him and kiss him full of passion
When all she ever does with me is talk of him books and fashion
But I cant let her know how this jealousy burns inside my heart
Or how every time she goes to leave it kills me for us to be apart
But I put on a brave face and smile at him as he goes and walk by her side
It gets harder every single day trying to conceal these feelings I cant hide
So I ask how he is and what they got planned tonight
She smiles as she talks of him it should be me but no that's not right
We tried it once and it was all in vain
Our love caused so much deceit and pain
But I can't help wishing it was me who made her eyes so bright
I can't help wondering if it's me on her mind at night
And no matter how hard I try
A love like this I can't let pass me by
So I'll tell her the truth and tell no lies
But the sight that greets me I can't believe my eyes
They're sat on the bed in a loving embrace
His hands in her hair as he softly kisses her face
I back away from her door and walk down the street
I can't believe what I just saw but I wont admit defeat
Because she and I are meant to be and my heart will mend
But until that day three words are said to me I'll settle being just a friend
