RAGE
by Mariye

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Disclaimer: Hi! Yup, a serious kinda analysis thing. Of who? A
character who is on the side and is shrouded in mystery. Nope, don't
own a thing here.
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Fujin: jap. Heartlessness. Inhumanity

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"Fujin, she says it'll be all your fault if Seifer doesn't pass.
She's scary." - Raijin [to Squall before they find out who passed the
SeeD test.]

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"RAGE." - Fujin

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So who am I?
Am I the innocent, unfortunate one that everyone sees?
Am I a lovesick girl,
Made hard and uncaring,
By a treacherous world that surrounds her?
And if I am, then who do I love?
The idiot dolt who repeats the same phrase over and over?
Or a arrogant puppet in a sorceress's scheme?
Am I a strong woman trying to find her way in a "boys' club" Garden?
Trying to hide a a sweet side behind a militant mask?
Am I a member of a committee to be near other people?
Am I there to have friends?
Am I, in truth, a good person?
Or am I just as bad as the knight, only I am smart and I hide it...?

I know who I am, but none of you fools ever will.
I am stronger than the knight.
Stronger than the dolt.
I have been hurt, and been through much,
but that has only helped to make me what I am today.
Heartless.
Inhuman.
And smart enough to know when to act and when to withdraw.
Time and hardships have taught me to survive.
When Seifer was falling and near defeat,
Did I allow myself to sink down with him?
No.
I was intelligent, and sided with the Lion.
The winner.
I work with the Disciplinary Committee only to torment others.
To make them feel a portion
Of the pain I have felt my whole life.
And to show all them how superior I am.
To let out my rage.
The rage I feel everyday,
For reasons I don't even know.
I am a freak.
Inside and out.
Inhuman. Heartless.
And the complete and total essence of pure rage.

So who am I?
I am Fujin.