A/N: This is just what I wish would have happened. I always wish there was a little bit more from the writers, give a bit more of the characters, but you know…This takes place right at the end of Season 2 Ep 20. UPDATE: I have updated the part 1, 2 & 2.5 of this story fixing some grammar/tense issues hopefully and clearing up the story a bit. Please re-read to get a better idea of the full story and hopefully the later parts will make more sense.

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What's in a Kiss –Part 1

Amy asked if there is anyway the kiss they shared meant anything to Karma…

Karma paused looked down & started to shake her head but before you could really tell if it was a no or yes, before Karma has even spoken. Amy started to walk away. "It's ok" she says as she moved past Karma "I think I already knew the answer that's why I have to go, I have to get over you." She didn't turn back as she started walking away. It was the hardest thing she'd ever done, but she knew she had to do it to salvage their friendship. Karma reached for her & grabbed her hand. "Amy wait, I do, I am I mean...there is something here for you more than friends more than best friends. There is more here" Karma keeps pointing to her chest where her heart is, "but, I just, I don't know what it is. Amy I love you, but I don't know about the other stuff you are feeling, I'm not sure about it cause it's all blurred with our friendship, how I feel for Liam & what happened between you & Liam & how it feels when I kiss u and how it feels when I kiss him. I don't know, I just don't know."

Karma collapsed she couldn't hold it together anymore so she was crying, sobbing hard as Amy moved closer to comfort her. Amy put her arms around her wanting desperately to comfort her friend but the moment when Karma was in her arms she wanted more. She wanted to kiss her to hold her tight, to stop her crying and confusion with the love she felt for her. She had a realization that that wouldn't work a self-aware moment when she just knew it would work & that the attempt would drive the nail in deeper into her own heart. So Amy pulled back and said, "Karma, what I feel for you right now is unbearable. This is torture & it is hurting us both. You say you don't know how your feel but your inclination has been to be with men or at least Liam. We both say our friendship means more to us so it is better that I go right? We can't go on, I can't go on like this. I can't go on like this, wanting you and you not knowing what you want. It is hurting us both." She held Karma's head up so that they are looking directly into each other's eyes and despite her better judgement, despite the awareness and uncertain outcome of it all Amy leaned forward & kissed her hard & passionately on the lips. Karma's lips respond in kind.

The kiss was deep, passionate but sad because they both knew it wasn't leading to intimacy but to separation. Karma held on to Amy trying to keep the kiss going as long as she could but eventually just like most things it had to break. Amy was the one to pull back & locked eyes with Karma again & say "I love you & I will always love you. But I need to go & take care of myself. Please do the same." Amy pulled away & they slowly unlocked hands as she walked to the van & got in. Karma watched her go sobbing & waving goodbye holding herself up. As Amy drove off she put her hand to her lips kissing them softly as a remembrance of touching Amy's lips. She then hoped back on her pink bike & peddled back to home. Amy looked at Karma in the rear view mirror aching inside and all over. Loving her more now than even just an hour ago but feeling broken by what they have all at once. She turned her gaze to the front of the van and the road she was traveling and tried to think of what was to come…