To my little angel:

I'm sorry that I couldn't be there for you on your first day of school.

I'm sorry I wasn't there for your first school-play.

I'm sorry I wasn't there for your first crush.

I'm sorry I wasn't there when you fell in love.

I'm sorry I wasn't there when you brought your first boyfriend home.

I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you had your first heartache and also to mend that broken heart with Ice cream and fooling around.

I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you got married and to walk you down the aisle.

I'm sorry that I wasn't there to see your kids and for them to meet their grandpa.

I'm sorry I wasn't there when your husband died.

I'm sorry I wasn't there when your kids went off to collage. Leaving you all alone.

I'm sorry I wasn't there when your mother died and to mend your broken heart a third time.

I'm sorry I wasn't there when some of your friends died.

I'm sorry that you, now, have to live a life all alone.

After all the things that I wasn't there for within your life time; I hope that you'll forgive me, Elysia!

Please know that I didn't leave you by choice.

I love you and your mother more than anything in the world!!

You don't know who much I miss you.

I just hope that, soon, you'll forgive me, my dear Elysia!!

Always know that daddy loves you!

And he always will.

And once again...

I'm sorry...