DISCLIAMER: I DO NOT OWN THE SUMMONIG OR ANYTHING ELSE THE BRILLAINT KELLEY ARMSTRONG WRIGHTS.

DEREK KEEPS A DAIRY. HERES THE ONE FROM THE DAY CHOLE ARIVES.

IT SHOWS A MUCH SOFTER SIDE DONT YOU THINK?


May 17,

Today a new girl was brought to the house. They took every one out of the house why she settled in. well everyone except me. I'm still not allowed to leave on the "field trips". When they brought her in I almost couldn't believe that someone could really be that beautiful. I had to know every thing about her. So I looked at her file. She was in here for seeing ghosts. So, she's either crazy or she's a necromancer. I'm hoping on the second. No one that beautiful could be crazy. Then I thought of something. If I get her and Simon close then maybe she will help him find our father, or push him to save us and now her. I like the second one better also because then she stays here with me. Boy, I really need to get over myself as if Chloe Saunders would give a guy like me the time of day. She's probably going to be afraid of me. I would be afraid of me too. She is also going to probably be all over Simon just like every other girl. But, I have a feeling she's not like every other girl. Stupid me! I need to stop this. Even if she did like me I could never be with her, I could hurt her. Just like I hurt everything else. I'm a monster and no one will ever love me.


GOOD OR BAD? SHOULD I RIGHT MORE? ITS UP TO YOU IF YOU WANT ME TO.

P.S

IM SO EXCITED FOR THE AWAKENING!!