I will
promise myself I won't care
distracting myself from your stare
and
I've seen this mistake once before
with your games I will never
fall forThe brunette looked away from her friend in
discust when he turned up to their shared house with yet another
woman.
"Pig." She muttered under her breathe, and let out a laugh when she heard the man trip up the stairs.
He stumbled up the stairs, dragging the blonde behind him, and landed in his room.
She fell apart everytime Danny brought a female home. He had no idea the feelings that Jorden had for him, and they were anything but weak. She wanted him to be hers, but she could never tell him, for that might jepardize their friendship.
She
pretended not to care so that she could make it through the day, when
in reality, her heart was breaking.
I've hung up my guns
I
won't kill againDanny fell into his bedroom with the
name-less blonde wrapped around his body tightly. He yanked her to
her feet and began to kiss her furiously. He could hear the music
being turned up downstairs and instantly felt a pang of guilt. Jorden
was down there. He didn't know why everytime she was around he felt
guilty for even looking at anyone else, but he wasn't going to let it
get him down. Not tonight. He was already in too deep.
Two hours later everything in the house was silent, the house was dark, and Jorden was seated in the same spot she alway was after Danny's sexcapades. On the sofa, trying her best to hold her feelings in.
Danny trotted down the stairs whistling without a care in
the world before his eyes fell on the quivering figure on the sofa.
He shook his head and walked into the kitchen, not knowing what to
say to fix things. He didn't even know the problem. I won't
forget you
I'm not gonna let you win
but I'm tired of
lying
tired of fighting you
and it's not gonna change
Finally, he decided he needed to comfront her, no matter how frightening it was to him to see her hurt. He sat down close to her on the sofa, engulfing her in a hug and soothingly running his fingers through her hair.
"What's wrong, love? What happened?" He cooed into her ear.
She turned to look into his deep blue eyes with her bright blue orbs, leaving him breathless for the first time in his life.
"Danny...I don't know...just...everything's so confusing." She blushed before sobbing once more, leaning her head down into his chest.
He rubbed her back, hushing her, trying to calm her down. "What's confusing, Jorden? Do you want to talk about it? I'll listen." He whispered.
She slowly sat up, tears still leaking down her face, and shook her head violently.
Danny nodded and rolled his eyes. "You never want to talk! We're supposed to be best-friends, Jorden! What happened to us..." He fadded out.
She shook her head once more, not finding the words to say to him.
He stood quickly, fists clenched, obviously frustrated. "I can't do this, you know? If you want to talk, I'll be in my room."
"Maybe if you sent the skank home, I'd talk!" She screamed out of nowhere.
Danny's eyes went big before turning to leave.
"Danny, wait! I love you, okay!?" She yelled almost in a whisper, but he caught it. Loud and clear.
"You what?" You ask for my
heart
you know that I'm down
but not the way you lie to me,
you
tear it all apart and beg for me to stay
Danny stood gob-smacked in the doorway. "I-I...I...Well...I..."
"You fucking WHAT, Danny?" She cried.
"Why would you tell me that!? You know I don't want that...Not after Ali. You know I can't handle loving anyone yet..." Tears were threatening his eyes now.
"You have to get past her at some point, Danny. I could help you. I could do that for you. Please, just give me a chance." She whimpered.
It was Danny's turn to shake his head now. "No, Jorden. Why would you do this to me..." He was crying now.
"Danny! I'm not doing anything to you!
I love you!" She screamed, falling back on the sofa. I've
sailed off to sea
I'm not coming back
"I don't know if I love you." He slammed his fist into the wall next to his head. "I don't know!"
Jorden got to her feet and ran. She ran out the front door, not even bothering to put her shoes on. She needed to clear her head. She had always loved running, and it gave her a chance to think about things without interuption.
He can't really still be stuck on Ali...can he?
She thought long and hard, and by the
time she stopped running, she'd been whiped. "Oh shit.
Where the heck am I?" She'd been lost in London before, but she
had no one with her this time. She was on her own. She had to get
back to talk to Danny. I won't forget you
I'm not
gonna let you win
but I'm tired of lying
tired of fighting
you
and it's not gonna change
She finally found her way back to the house.
His car's still here...
She entered the house to utter silence, and made her way up the stairs to Danny's room.
Knocking lightly, she opened the door slowly. "Danny?"
She peered in. "Are you okay?" She saw him laying on his
back on the bed, staring at the ceiling. He nodded and put his hands
behing his head. "Can I come in?" She asked. He nodded once
more, this time with an added sigh. She hung her head low and slowly
entered the room. Counting down
Make that sound
And
you know it makes no sense
Counting down
Till you mess
around
And I know you can't ever change
When I'm trembling,
Thrown overboard
"And-"
She was interupted by a pair of lips crashing down on hers, throwing her off as she fell to the ground with a body ontop of hers.
His gaze met hers as he began to laugh. "You clumbsy thing, what am I going to do with you?" He mused. She stared blankly at him, not understanding the situation in the least.
"Come on,
let's have a proper kiss then, where you don't drag me to the floor."
He stuck his tongue out at her in a playful way.
And I'm
ready to relive the past
Counting down
Make that sound
Break
the silence
She laughed as she realized what was happening. "So you've changed your mind then, eh, Jones?" She pushed him off of her and climbed to her feet.
He nooded his head and moved closer to her. "Aye, I have. I realized that I really do love you as well. And I want you in my life forever. I need you, Jorden." He blushed and looked to the ground.
She cupped his cheek with her palm, bringing his face level with hers.
Pretend
it's not forever,
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll
forget her,
I'll breathe."Ali's gone from my
head. She broke up with me, and I accept that now. I want you now. I
love you, Jorden." He took a deep breathe, looking the woman he
loved in the eye.
She nodded at him, jumping into his
arms. And I'll say she never hurt me,
And look at it as
learning,
And laugh about the good and the bad.
Because I won't
live forever
We don't belong together,
I know I'll feel
better,
One day when I can make it through.
