Summary,
Zim has vowed to help dib, and dib has excepted the help. But when Gaz finds out about their 'relationship' and Dib's problems, she tells the whole school. Now dib is in counseling, on the edge of loosing it, and Zim…well, Zim is doing everything that he can to keep dib alive all awhile dealing with his own newly found depression(he found out about the tallest). Through their ridicule and abuse…both mental and physical…by the homophobic community, they are falling into darkness. And they both doubt that they'll make it
Warnings, this fic will include cutting, suicidal themes, violence, language, abusive or violent themes, sexual themes, mild to moderate psychosis, self hatred, and other violent or S.I., themes and SLASH
DISCLAIMER: I am only putting one of these stupid things…so here it is…. I DO NOT OWN SHIT…..NOTHING,ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING!…….on a brighter note….
AN: yaaaaayyyyy, I FINALY got the sequel up…. But there is a major warning, this fic will be A LOT more serious than the last one….just look at this chapter, the most the last part of this story had was a small kissing scene….. Well….you HAVE BEEN WARNED….nothing too major, but lots more violence…AND SLASH….
I have never actually written a 'slash scene' before….and even though this chapter is still considered "light" to others….this is considered heavy to me….so don't totally hate me if it's not good….I have NEVER written anything of this…magnitude?… before…so, enough with my babbling and ON WITH THE STORY! Sorry if it disappoints you and I'm sorry that it's SOOOO short.
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Chapter one, it's onlya scratch
"Zim?" dib asked looking confused and rubbing his eyes tiredly. "what are you doing here?" he asked, inwardly panicking slightly. Smiling deviously, Zim leaned through the window, and placed a kiss on Dib's slightly open mouth. He sucked on Dib's lip slightly pulling away before Dib could react fully.
"Are you not pleased to se me Dib worm?" he asked pouting slightly as he crawled through the open window and wrapping his arms around Dib's waist for support.
"It's two o'clock in the morning…what if someone were to catch you in here…they might find out abo…" Dib was silenced by one of Zim's fingers pressing gently against his lips. He moved his finger and was instantly meat with another of Dib's protests. It wasn't that dib didn't want Zim there…because he did…he just really didn't want Gaz walking to see Zim here and figure out the truth. In fact he could definitely think of a few things he'd rather be doing with Zim than talking.
"Well…." he said, walking forward and pushing Dib gently backwards. "then let's give them some thing to catch" Zim whispered hungrily, sending shivers down Dib's back as he pushed him further towards the bed. His already huge smile grew as he saw Dib fall backwards and land sprawled out on the bed. Zim crawled slowly on top of dib. Sliding his ungloved hand slowly up Dib's thigh while the other slid up Dib's overly large shirt.
Zim crawled up into a sitting position while straddling Dib's waist. Dib sighed happily and wrapped his arms around Zim's waist, pulling him into a slow but passionate kiss. Zim's tong caressed Dib's lips, begging for entrance…to which Dib complied immediately to. Dib let go of Zim's neck and let his hands roam, felling every inch of the boy's delicate skin from underneath his shirt.
Zim moaned slightly as he moved from Dib's mouth to his neck. He kissed, sucked, and nibbled every inch of the boy's pale skin…which roused some interesting noises. Dib, slid the shirt off of Zim, causing the boy to stop temporarily. He looked at Zim's perfect skin, knowing that his skin would never again be as unblemished as this.
"I love you" Zim said, kissing the boy just as passionately as before. "I love you too" Dib said breaking the kiss and leaning up so that Zim could remove his shirt more easily. Zim kissed him again, letting his tong explore every crevice of Dib's mouth. He slid his hand down Dib's stomach and let it travel just below Dib's waistband before stopping.
Dib's eyes widened, and he pulled backwards, only to be stopped by Zim's firm grip.
"Show me" he commanded, looking at dib, whose head was bowed in shame. Dib slid the edge of his pajama pants and boxers down, to reveal a long red, freshly scabbed gash that disappeared to what Zim guessed far below were Dib was allowing him to see. "I though you had stopped" Zim said, looking at the boy who wouldn't meet his gaze. "I don't care how long I have to work with you…I'll help you stop" Zim said, wrapping his arms around the boy's shoulders.
"I…I'm sorry Zim….no one can help me….not even you…and besides…." he said, looking into Zim's eyes. "It's only a scratch"
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AN...so, r&r everyone...lol, i remember justifing MANY cuts by saying that...hmmm...wonder if it'll work out for him...
