A/N: So I was at my brothers kayaking at weekend we sleep over in the tent so in between revising and sleeping while the family was watching him I wrote this I hope you like it I have had the seal of approval from friends so it should be safe. It is a one shot but if you want it to go further tell me and it can be arranged.
Disclaimer: I do not own any part of The Vampire Diaries. I am not that lucky.
Elena's P.O.V
"So your leaving?" I asked standing in his way with tear filled eyes.
"Yeap, the girl is safe, my work is done" He said with a smirk. As I heard him confirming he was leaving the tears that where behind my eyes where now pouring out. "Save the tears will you, you have saint Stefan. He will make everything better"
"No, I don't, he can't" the thought of what he had done made me feel sick.
"Why out eating bunnies? He will be back soon I have to go" he said trying to get around me to go to his room.
"No he left…. With Caroline…. Forever" I said making sure he didn't get past me tears still poring out of my eyes.
"Well you have this big house to yourself won't that be nice for you" he said with no emotion.
"Why are you acting like this? I want you to stay" I screamed finally being able to keep my tears back.
"Why do you want me to stay Elena?" He asked crossing his arms and tapping his foot impatiently
"Because, because I love you" I answered I did I always had but never wanted to trust him. He hurt people, people I love and now I wanted to trust him, to be with him but he is switching off his emotions. I know it, I know him back to front I just wish I knew how I could turn them back on because he does love me, I know he does and if he doesn't well not only is he a liar but why should I live?
"Aw that's nice to late I told you I am not a back up plan I don't do second place any more" he said moments later.
"Your not a back up plan, Damon. I have wanted to tell you every since you compelled me to forget, but Damon you said you love me. I know you do please just stay. I will never hurt you again, you are my life. I was only with Stefan, well because I though I was in love. I didn't think that the thing we had, we have, was love but it is Damon. I can show you. Just love me Damon and let me love you" I said tears appearing back in my eyes.
"Elena you never seize to amaze me just because I loved you once does not mean I still do. I am not a back up plan and never will be. Good bye Elena" He said harshly walking past me into his room. I stood there for 2 minuets in complete shock then ran to the kitchen crying. Would I do it why shouldn't I, I have nothing to live for Stefan ran off, Damon doesn't believe me when I say I love him and all of my family is dead as well as my best friend all because of me. Would I do it? Yes When? Now.
Damon's P.O.V
I stormed in my room not knowing what to do she had told me she loved me, I got that much but why, because she didn't have any one yes properly. I wanted to say 'I love you too Elena we will be together forever' but I couldn't. I was getting on a plane with rose when the sun went down and getting out of this place leaving my past behind and my love. No I can't talk like this I will go and leave Elena, Stefan will come running back in a few days for her and I will be tossed aside again. But what if she meant it? Who cares I have got someone to care about, Rose, she is no Elena but she is there for me at 'All' times. Stuff Elena I am going and never coming back. With that I picked up my bags and headed down stairs.
As I was about to walk out the door a strong scent of blood drove past me. I followed the scent to the kitchen to find Elena on the floor in a puddle of blood with her hand on a knife which was in her stomach.
"What have you done you stupid girl I shouted finally processing everything then kneeling down next to her ripping my arm open to give her my blood. "You stupid, stupid girl" I kept muttering knowing she would wake up there was a heart beat a small one but still a heart beat. When I was sure she had enough blood in her system to recover I ran out the house with my bags and perched on a tree which you could see the kitchen from. I sat there watching in till she woke up just as the sun set then I ran off.
Elena's P.O.V
The last thing I remembered was sticking a sharp knife in to my stomach before passing out to wake up again a number of hours later.
"dam you Damon dam you can't you see I wanted this" I muttered to my self still trying to discover weather I was alive or in hell. I finally realized I was still alive and started crying again why would he keep me alive if he didn't love me why? You know I don't care I thought to my self moving myself to the living room and lying on the leather sofa with a bottle of Damon's bornbon in my hand which I had picked up of the counter on the way through. I would spend my last 24 hours drinking because tomorrow I would die.
I woke up 2 hours after falling to sleep when a gush of wind blew past me. Damon? I thought as it went past again.
"Damon!" I shouted hoping that it was not a dream.
"Hello sweetheart" I heard a voice that was not Damon's as a face came into view "are you ready to become by princess of darkness?"
"Klaus?" I managed to splutter.
"Yes my love the one and only. And now you are all mine. Forever because I love you, I will show you how much I do but I have to do one thing first" he said forcefully kissing me then all of a sudden he snapped my neck. "I love you, Elena" was the last words I heard. If only they had been Damon's.
