Dislcaimer: I don't own Twilight. Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer. No copyright intended. Im just using her characters.
This is my first fan fic so please be kind and be patient with me. This is a story that has been going in my mind for a while and I finally decided to do it. Sorry in advance for my grammar since English is my second language. PLEASE REVIEW and let me know if the story sound appealing or not. constructive criticism is really appreciated :)
All my life I've felt like I had been living in a shadow. Everyone around me is happy expect me for some reason I still don't understand. I've never been in a real relationship before which sucks. That doesn't mean I have never dated. Don't get me wrong. Is just that I haven't felt that spark people usually talk about, the one that when you look in his eyes the whole world disappears. My two best friends Alice and Rosalie have exactly what I want the most. To feel loved by someone and they don't seem to truly appreciate it. Take Alice has an example she has Edward. Edward has these incredible green eyes with that messy hair and that model look of him. She fights with him for no reason all she does is fight with him for the stupid things in life. Why didn't you call me? Why didn't you pick up your phone? Blah blah blah. Seriously can she see how much he loves her? how he would throw himself in from of her to protect her? And then we have Rosalie who is the prettiest girl you will ever see with her perfect blond her, her long legs, blue eyes and the body of a supermodel not the anorexic type but the pretty ones. She has Emmet with his curly dark short hair, the body of a bodyguard and those cute dimples that show when he smiles. She is always telling him how she can do so much better than him. Making him feel inferior every single time. Telling him the only reason she is with him is because she hasn't found anyone better yet. Seriously what do they have on their brains, can they see how much they have and are letting everything go to waste. I guess the saying "you don't know what you have until you lose it" reply applies to them. Sometimes I really wondered if I will ever really be able to find that person who will make my world fade when I look in his eyes.
