Grissom slowly edged his way into the house. Staying close to the walls to be sure no potential evidence is disturbed. He finally makes it into the bathroom, first he focuses on the blood on the walls. Than he sees her.

"Oh god, Sara!" He thinks to himself and almost says out loud. He fells his heart drop out of his chest. " Gil, stop it, its not her" He convinces himself. He start to examine the tall brunette with the sticking resemblance to Sara. His Sara. Her throat is slit and he can see the arterial spray from the act itself. He takes a deep breath and begins to make his way out to the others. As soon as he steps outside his eyes find her. " What if that had been Sara. I would have never gotten the opportunity to tell her what she means to me. Damit Gil Stop thinking about that!"

Jim approaches him " You ready for us?" Brass asks his friend. " For now no one enter this house except CSI" Grissom says his eyes never leaving Sara. Next he hands out assignments keeping Sara as far away from him as possible. He simply could not handle working side by side with her on this one. His worst fear is telling her how he really feels and those emotions are just to close to the surface.

He becomes obsessed with this case. He feels like if he gives this poor girl justice maybe he can come to terms with his decision. The truth is that Gil has always been in love with Sara from the first time he saw her walk into his class room. He often thinks of that day and how things could have been different if he would have just let her in.

After being at the house for over 16 hours Grissom feels whipped. And no closer to finding who did this to the girl. He heads back to the lab to catch up with Catherine Willows and see of she got anything off of the toe print they collected off of the bed. Turns out they did find the match but it was not there guy. After another several hours of hard work finally the doctor who killed Debbie is in custody. Grissom made sure he was in the interview room with Brass. Grissom is sure Dr Vincent Lurie is there guy. Its so obvious to him but unfortunately there isn't enough evidence to hold him. Just as the doctor and his lawyer are beginning to leave Gil's mind is racing with thoughts of Sara.