Title: Superglue
Author: Neko Kawaii
Pairing(s): Jacob/Embry
Rating(s): NC-17 For later chapters
Warning(s): Yaoi, anal, oral, angst, fluff.
Disclaimer(s): The Yaoi Petshop doesn't own The Twilight Saga or any of its characters, if I did, well... you can guess.
A/N: Ok now I KNOW this isn't a popular pairing but, I'm going with it. Please give me some fire to write the next chapter and be patient with me if it takes a while. I work and stuff so yeah... R&R, No flames por favor!
Chapter 1: Apply glue to cracks
Embry's POV
It's a pain to see my best friend hurt. Not the physical pain, he's done with that already and I can't help but wonder if I would ever forgive Isabella Swan, yeah, Isabella, whatever discomfort I can bring to her makes me a bit happy. And here I am again, outside the little red house, I don't even knock, I just nudge the door open knowing that Billy was down at the Clearwater's with Charlie and Sue. I peek in the dark house; I know where to find him. I knock lightly and I'm welcomed with a snore. I open the door and let myself in. he looks so peaceful, so defenseless, he looks like he'd never met Isabella Swan, he looks like he used to look, carefree and happy. I smile sadly, he's so broken now, he looks much more breakable no matter the damn wolf gene, we're still teens damn it, we have feelings that can run deeper than a cut from a damn leech, or rather a death squeeze in this case. I sit down and pick up a copy of The Outsiders, Jake was so behind on homework. I look over to the pile on his too little desk. I glance momentarily at my friend and a smile plays at my lips. I shrug and turn to start scribbling answers in the blanks. I continue to scratch and scrawl when I notice its quiet, the lull of Jacob's snores gone. I look to see his onyx eyes looking at me underlined with lack of sleep and... Heartache.
"Oh, Jake you're up! Sleep well?" I ask, a little too excitedly. Jacob notices.
"Cut the crap Em, and yes I slept well." My smile faltered, I know it did, and now I'm looking down at the wooden floor. "Thank you." My head snaps up and I notice he's staring blankly into his quilt.
"For what?" I ask with a cracked voice, wow, had I been quiet that long already? Hm, didn't know. Jacob looks up to me with those coal black eyes of his, dark pools of raw depression at its worst.
"For being here, it's good to know someone is outside waiting for you when you break the surface." He smiles, not a Jacob smile, no, not the radiating Jacob I knew and loved.
"Jacob, I- You know I wouldn't leave you, I'm here for you." Jacob rolled his eyes and looked outside his eyes glazing over with moisture. I can't stop myself; I move to sit on his too little bed with him. I touch his burning shoulder and a small whimper escapes Jake's throat.
"I don't get it... am I doomed to be broken for the rest of my life?" a tear slips and again, I can't control another impulse, I dipped my head and lick up the salty drop of water and turn Jacob to face me head on.
"They can break you all they want, but, I'll be your super glue if you just let me Jake." He stares at me still shocked from the K-9 kiss. His hand brushes his cheek and then moves to cover mine. He smiles, and it's a hint at MY Jacob, I knew he was in there. "I'm not asking you to love me, but, I won't hold back my feelings for you any longer, if you want to use me as a distraction, go for it, just, just..." I feel the tears threatening to fall well up and it stings my eyes, "Just be happy! Fuck. Isabella. Fucking. Swan. That. Selfish. Bitch!" I began to sob fiercely one hand balled into a fist and the other still being held captive by Jacob's hot hand. I knew he was staring at me, I didn't care, hurt me all you want, but don't fuck with my Jacob. Suddenly, it's my turn to freeze. His lips are on my eye, then the other, he kisses both lightly and pulls a little away, still enough for me to feel his hot breath on my face. My eyes flutter open and meet his gaze.
"Em, please, don't cry, not for me, I'm not worth it." He pleads with me.
"Yes you are Jacob! Fuck man! Don't you know your own value?!" He's quiet as my anger spills out mixed with my tears. He's looking down, lost again, I reach out and touch his cheek, he looks up to me and I lean in close, too close, close enough to feel his lips as I speak my words to him slowly.
"Jake, let me help you, let me mend you're broken body." He shivers as my breath and his mingle. I lean in and kiss him softly. His lips are a bit chapped, but still soft none the less. I pull away; it was more of a peck. Then it's his turn to press his lips to mine, this time, longer. I feel his tongue slip out unsure and lick across my bottom lip. I moan in response and it's like Jake's tongue was waiting for that as a green light. He pushed into the open door and admired every nook and cranny of the offered room. He pulls away and I have to remember to breath while my head spins, he places a few more kisses on my swollen pink lips. A tear slips from my eye and again he catches it with a kiss. Soon, he abandons my cheek and tenderly kisses down my neck pressing in every spot he stopped at as if his lips were checking for my pulse; I knew he'd feel my heart racing. Finally he came up and met my eyes.
"Embry, help me, fix me, I'll try, I promise I'll try to heal for you, but help me." He pleads in a husky tone while he holds my hands to his burning, heaving chest. I push him down and trail kisses up his neck and pause to suck and nip at the sensitive flesh, I make damn sure that the next time Isabella sees Jake she'll know the sting of jealousy. I continue my tour loving the taste of Jacob, and his SCENT, I'm seeping with pre-cum simply by smelling him, he smells like pine and mint, like Christmas. I began to torture his hardened nipples and smiled as a shiver runs down his back and straight to his cock, I can see it twitch in his gym shorts. I then follow the bumpy trail kissing hill after hill of his well defined stomach and even lick his belly button only to feel the bed shake with stifled laughter. I look up and Jake is blushing out of embarrassment.
"Sorry, I'm a bit ticklish." I smile showing my pearly whites. I made him laugh, yes! And then I'm pouting. He notices. "What?"
"Now I can't continue when you were so damn cute just now... it feels wrong." Jacob laughed and I can't pout for long, I jump up and hug him tightly. Then, I'm soaking his shoulder with fresh tears.
"Hey! Whoa! What's wrong?!?" he asks startled as I straddle his hips, he's rubbing circles on my back. He pulls back and lifts my chin with his hand to look into my eyes.
"Sorry I'm crying again. It's just; I haven't heard you laugh in a long time." He smiles again, and this one seems brighter.
"Em, I never knew how much you cared, I'm sorry, I've been an ass." I shook my head tears dripping onto his exposed chest. He kissed me tenderly and then lies me down settling himself behind me, his arms wrap around my waist as he pulled me into the curve of his body. He presses kisses into my neck and nibbles at my ear. He then whispers in it with hot breath and his husky voice.
"Let's let the glue dry for now, no need to rush the repairs." I turn up to look into his eyes and he's telling the truth, he wants to take this slow, "I don't want you to feel like I'm using you just to fix my pathetic broken heart." I open my mouth to say something but I'm silenced by another kiss, "Shut up, and let me see if this brand works well, instructions always say "apply a small amount and see if it works properly." Or something like that." I giggled a bit and snuggled into Jake again.
"Fine, let's let the glue dry, but... if it doesn't work, please stop using before you decide to switch brands." He understood and kissed my neck again.
"Em... I promise, I will try to love you back, I'll try harder than I did with Bell- Isabella." I turn around this time fully and hug Jacob tightly again. I feel both of our semi-hard-on's brush and laugh a bit.
"Please be quick Jake, I don't think I can hold out for too long." Jacob nodded and he turned me back around and again, I fit myself puzzle perfect into his stomach his arms wrapping around me and our hands intertwining.
"I promise, I'll try Em, I think you're working faster than I thought, it's not a full recovery, I'm still thinking of her, but, I promise I won't just use you, I WILL love you Embry Call."
"My fingers are crossed."
"And the glue is in place, now we wait."
I smile again and it isn't long that I hear Jacob's snores. I listen to his breathing, his heart beating, and feel the warmth push me over the edge into a dreamless night. I hope the glue sets well with broken hearts.
A/N: And I'm done with this one, I'm HOPING to makes this a long fic but I don't know, help fuel me with your lovely comments please. Also, any thoughts on how you feel about a future Embry/Seth fic? And I also have one baking in my noggin called "I make Good Wolves Go Bad." It's gonna be a Paul/Jacob/Seth fic. Any ideas? Comments? Concerns? Hit me up please! Thanks for Reading!
P.S.: Sorry! I had to reload the fic! I'm sorry to all of you who commented, please read again if you like. I love you all for the support so far!
-Neko Kawaii.
