Chapter one : save me – Nicki Minaj
I don't really know how to begin my story , because it's somewhat strange , so you're just going to have to trust me when I say , my life is not poetically normal .
My name is Victoria uley , my father Joshua uley and mother …unknown . At the age of 5 I already knew how to take care of myself and had learnt to just keep out of Joshua's way , because things would get ugly if I didn't . Joshua wasn't a kind and loving father like most, he had a temper, a bad one at that. Every night Joshua came home drunk, some nights worse than others, sometimes he would just pass out on the sofa , other nights I wasn't so lucky . this night , was an unlucky one , my 17th birthday , normally children and grownups alike look forward to birthdays but not me . my birthday is the one day of the year that his drinking is the worst , the day when he hurts me the most . He stubbles into the living room , stinking of booze and smoke , cigarette in hand , " viiiic …. Biig gurrl now hu ?" he slurs. I just nod and agree like I would any other time he is drunk and try to get past him, to get to the safety of my room . "now , were ya gonin little guurl , dooont ya want ya birrthdaay prezzzy off daddy hu ? " he slurs again . I just suck in a breath at the force he has now manned to get on my wrist . "please , Joshua , let me go ." I say through clenched teeth . "Jossshuua ?" he says , now I just made him angry . great . before I even relies it he has his fagg end on the inside of my arm , burning my skin . I cry out in pain . Joshua is now looking at me relatively sober now apart the slight last little slur that comes through in his words. "I am. Your. Faathher. . treat me with respect" emphasizing on the "t" causing little bits of spit to hit my face . I flinch back , trying as hard as I could to curl into myself . I tried to crawl away , but he grabbed me by my hair and pulled my head back to face him , "your pafetic !do you know that ?!, why couldn't you have …" I was no longer scared , I was mad . "why ?! then why did you take me away hu ?! I had a mother at some point I suppose ! if I was such a bother , such a disappointment , why did you take me with you ?!" he pulled on my hair once again and got right up to my face , but he answered me much to my surprise . "your mother wanted you , so I just had to have you " he smiled slyly , " I wanted you mother to pay for what she did." The anger had left , just as fast as it had appeared . "w-why ? what did she do ?" he chuckled and smiled sweetly , " wouldn't you love to know" was his answer. "p-p-p-please , tell me ?" his eyes glassed over , and he pulled me up by my hair. "you stupid little gurl , stop asking question's !" and with that he pushed me back and I hit my head on the corner of the coffee table, hard . I saw white . Then nothing but darkness.
