Cloud sits on his bed in Nebelheim looking at his arms and wrists thinking of his Jenova cells (Crawling in my skin

These wounds / they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real) Cloud wishes he could be normal without Jenova cells or Mako infusion. He feel's he let Aeris down by Not Stopping Sephiroth. He feel's he can't trust himself.

(There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming / confusing

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling / I can't seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

[Without a sense of confidence / I'm convinced

there's just too much pressure to take]

I've felt this way before

So insecure )

Tifa stands outsides Clouds house finally ready to confess her feelings for Cloud she take's a deep breath. Clouds door opens; he walks out, the ultima weapon on his back Tifa wave. Cloud ignores her. She runs over grabbing his arm Cloud shove's her to the floor and runs out of Nebelheim. Tifa still lying on the floor crying calls out his name

(Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me

Distracting / reacting

Against my will I stand beside my own reflection

It's haunting how I can't seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

[Without a sense of confidence / I'm convinced

there's just too much pressure to take]

I've felt this way before

So insecure...)