A/N: Okay, I wanted to post this one-shot because the idea of it got stuck in my head and it's not gonna leave anytime soon. So I thought I'd share it with you! P.S. THIS IS MY FIRST SONGFIC!
Disclaimer: Oh, iCarly, what I would do if I owned you. The first thing I'd do is have another iCarly episode ASAP! Am I right?
Summary: Freddie and Sam are dating. They have never been happier. Something happens and it changes everything. What will happen when everything you love is taken away? SONGFIC; SAM'S POV
The Way I Loved You
Me and Freddie, we're like fire and ice. We don't talk without one of us hurting the other, but we can't live without each other. Our love is magical, wonderful, and it won't disappear.
Everything's cool, yeah
It's all gonna be okay, yeah
And I know maybe even I'll laugh about someday,
but not today, no
January 3rd
Freddie and I walk hand and hand. We ask each other random questions. We walk on a bridge that was recently built. We look over the edge, watching the frozen water below.
"You know why I love you?" I asked.
"Why?" He asked, curious.
"I can't imagine my life without you." He smiled and looked at the frozen water.
'Cause I don't feel so good
I'm tangled up inside
My heart is on my sleeve
Tomorrow is a mystery to me
He looked at me and kissed me. I had never fallen so hard before for someone. It was like magic.
And it might be wonderful
It might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
But even if I fall in love again with someone new,
it could never be the way I loved you
That afternoon he drove me home. I looked out the window, studying everything that I could see.
He pulled up to my house. I was about to leave when he said, "What would you do without me?"
It thought about it, "I'd think it was my fault you left." He smiled that goofy smile.
Letting you go, yeah
Making me feel so cold, yeah
And I've been trying to make believe it doesn't hurt
But that makes it worse, yeah
"It could never be your fault." I kissed him like I'd never see his face again.
"I love you, Freddie," We put our foreheads together, "I'll always, always love you."
"The feelings mutual." We hugged. He hugged me tightly. I got out of the car and blew a kiss to him. He did the same. I watched the car drive away, until it was completely out of sight.
See I'm a wreck inside
My tongue is tied and my whole body feels so weak
The future may be all I really need
We had first kissed on this day three years ago. That's why we had spent the entire day together. He was my dork. I was his demon. It was perfect.
And it might be wonderful
And it might be magical
It might be everything I've waited for,
A miracle
But even if I fall in love again with someone new,
it could never be the way I loved you
He was driving home.
"A blizzard is heading straight for Seattle." A guy on the radio said.
"Great!" Freddie said, sarcastically. The wind was picking up and the snow was falling hard. His phone was ringing and he answered it, put it on the seat next to him and put it on speakerphone.
"Hey, Sam, what's up?" Freddie said.
"I heard about the blizzard, you okay?" I said, worried.
"Sammy, I'll be fine."
Like a first love
"Are you sure?" I was such a worry wart.
My one and only true love
"Trust me, I'm fine." He always sounded like he was sure of everything.
Wasn't it written all over my face, yeah
"Okay, I love you." He smiled.
"Always and forever, Sammy." We hung up and at that moment Freddie had hit a giant semi-truck.
I loved you like you loved me
Like something pure and holy
Like something that can never be replaced
I was told over a phone call by Carly. I cried and hit the floor. I had never sobbed so hard in my life. The worse news I had ever heard in my entire life, Freddie didn't make it. He was gone. He had died at the hospital. I went to the hospital to find his body laying there, lifeless.
"Freddie, NO!" I cried as I held his cold hand. It's like he wasn't even Freddie, but he was.
"I'm so sorry! This is all my fault."
"It could never be your fault." I heard him say. That made me cry harder. I remember the entire day we'd had. This couldn't be happening. I rubbed his cheek with my thumb, "I love you."
And it was wonderful
it was magical
it was everything I've waited for, a miracle
"Always and forever, Sammy."
I kissed his cold lips. I looked at him one last time.
"Always and forever, Freddie."
January 3rd (One year later)
I was standing on that same bridge. I let a tear fall on the ice that was beneath me.
"I know you are here with me," I said, "I still love you. I will never love anyone the way I loved you; the way I still love you. I went through your stuff with your mom. We've gotten closer sense you passed. I found a picture of you and me. I'll keep it forever, " I paused, "Carly and I miss you so much. I just can't let you go. I found something else too. A ring. I'm wearing it right now. My answer would have been yes, just so you know. We'll see each other again someday," I looked up at the sky and said, "Always and forever, Freddie."
I blew a kiss up to the sky. I heard his voice say one last time, "Always and Forever, Sammy."
And if I should ever fall in love again with someone new,
It could never be the way
No, it will never be the way
I loved you...
A/N: I hope you liked my first songfic. I know it's sad. I think it's touching as well. Thank you for reading! Please review! P.S. The song is The Way I Loved You by Selena Gomez.
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