Ok Torchwood and the people in it are not mine
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The Team were in the board room, a gentle glow was emanating from the plasma screen, Lights swirling different shades of blue and yellow, so peaceful.
They were here to be retconned.
The week had been an awful week for them. Each one of them affected by Adam in a personal way.
Jack felt the best and perhaps the only thing to do was to clear their memories of the last 48 hours.
The team were gathered around the table, Jack looked tired and drawn. He asked each one of them to think about things that made them who they are. Each one of them gave a brief account of their thoughts.
This started with Owen. "100 lives saved but never enough… who will save me?" Owen said with lost hope and sadness in his voice.
"I will" Jack whispered placing a reassuring hand on Owens shoulder.
Owen then slipped the tiny white tablet in to his mouth and smiled lovingly at Tosh as his head sank slowly to the desk.
Then Ianto gave his account of what made him who he was. "Lisa. Feeling love and … you Jack you give me meaning" he told Jack looking right at him.
Jack gently kissed Ianto on the forehead and nodded knowingly as Ianto drifted off.
Jack then turned to Tosh, she looked at him sadly, tears in her eyes. Jack knew this was hard for her, she had fallen in love with Adam and she had fallen hard. But with a whisper directed towards the screen "I love you Adam".
Tosh took her tablet and rested her head on to her arms and drifted off with gentle sobs consuming her.
Gwen knew she could have said at anytime what she wanted to because no one would remember; she wanted Jack to herself just for a few seconds.
He was standing right by her the palms of his hands on the desk.
He looked at her, her eyes like deep brown pools, he was mesmerised by them. 'Beautiful Gwen, Oh god she is sooo beautiful', Jack thought to him self.
But something shook him from his thoughts, "I love him" Gwen said in barley a whisper.
Jack looked at her slightly confused but then moved away uncomfortably "But not in the way I love you" She finished. Her eyes drawing him in, Jack knew that they wouldn't remember this but that they wouldn't forget their feelings for each other.
He took her hand and tugged softly, indicating he wanted Gwen to stand up. He cupped her face his thumb unconsciously stroking her and replied "I know" Jack glanced around the room.
The team, his team, so devoted to Torchwood and him, prepared to throw away so much. He then returned to Gwen for this moment his beautiful Gwen, prepared to throw away everything. (The memory of Rhys played on his mind), almost everything. Jack corrected him self in his mind.
He led Gwen down the stairs from the board room and up the stairs to his office and they sat down together on the sofa and gazed into each others eyes like it was the last time they would see each other. Gwen could feel her heart beating in her ears as she looked in to his blue eyes.
Gwen suddenly realized that Jack was coming towards her. He his cheek pressed against hers. She felt Jack take a deep breath.
'Mm', Jack thought as he breathed in her scent his eyes rolling in to his closed lids, a mixture of soap and perfume and the smell that he longed for at night when he was alone, Gwen. As he pulled away his lips brushed past hers and Gwen felt electricity strike through her body.
Jacks lips now less then an inch from hers, she went to speak not knowing what she was going to say.
"Jack…"
He cut her off by shushing her, his warm breath tingled at her lips. He lifted his hand to her chin and brought her lips to his. The kiss was gentle at first but grew hungrier and hungrier. Jack moved his hand to her back and lowered her to lying down on the couch. Their tongues dance around each others mouths a deep moan escaped his lips and rumbled in his throat. This made Gwen hungrier for his kisses. She bit on his lower lip as he pulled away for air.
Jacks hands roamed over Gwen's body as if they were searching for something. They then paused abruptly like they had found it.
Jack felt fire was running in his veins when his hands found them selves on her skin, so soft, he thought through the haze caused by the stirring in his pants. He dragged her top over her head as he came back to her he placed gentle kisses on her and gently sucked on her neck. Gwen reached around Jacks body sliding his suspenders over his solders as her hands moved over his muscles gently squeezing as if she was testing them as she went. Emotions stirring in her that she had never felt before and some she had. Emotions she only felt when she was with Jack, was this love? She lifted his shirt and crisp white tee up and over his head. As she did she was surrounded in the scent that was Jack, Musky and arousing yet peaceful. As she lifted his tops his body pressed against hers, she felt warmth, warmth that was soothing and it emanated from Jack like a golden glow from his soul dancing all around her.
Gwen could feel something pressing against her inner thigh, she felt uncomfortable. His Webley, she thought. Jacks hips bucked against her and she realized not his webley. She shifted slightly so that his hard erection pressed in to her crotch, as she did so thoughts of it straining against his pants ran through her mind; almost burning they went so fast.
Before Gwen could register what was happening she and Jack were naked and in each others arms. Their bodies so close but yet not close enough for either of them.
"I want you" Gwen breathed, not knowing where this sudden desire had come from, her head was full of him, his scent his voice; she needed completing she needed to feel him.
"I need you" Jack growled back Gwen ached for him her whole being ached for him. His hot throbbing member pressed against her. She felt that she would burst if he didn't move him self just a few inches.
Jack felt as if he was going to explode, Gwen here naked and in his arms his member was rock hard. His lips suddenly became desperate to find her lips, soft and swollen. He kissed as he searched, up her body gentle kisses and licks as he went until they reached the goal, Gwen's soft lips slightly parted calling him in. He kissed her, as warming and sexual as the first time, in fact this felt like the first time again and again.
Then he entered her, Gwen could feel the waves of the orgasm beginning to overcome her and she could feel Jack moving in side of her, slowly in and out, so gentle as not to break her yet she needed it faster and harder she wanted them to be one.
Jack Moaned as he entered her, the feel of her soft folds all around him, he breathed her in, god it felt good so good it hurt like a searing pain yet pleasure covering the whole experience, a little faster he went, he was being encourage by Gwen's smooth motions beckoning him, faster and faster, deeper and harder inside of her, then they were climaxing together, but there was something else, she could feel it, Jack could feel it, a bright wave of yellow and gold shimming light emerged from Jack, like a ghost of his sole, it rose into the air and then plunged in to Gwen's body, as it did this she experienced several different orgasms at once. Several seconds passed as she did so, Waves of orgasm overcoming Jack, blinding him, he noticed that Gwen had fainted.
"Well that's never happened before" Jack said out loud to the empty room.
Gwen came to, the both of them still holding each other. Jack pulled a blanket over them and placed a tablet at Gwen's lips.
"Are you sure?" he asked sadly.
She nodded, knowing they had too for Tosh's sake if not for their own, she took it from him and swallowed, Jack also took one and they both rested their heads on each other.
"I love you," Gwen whispered thinking Jack may have gone already.
"I love you too I always have," Jack replied barely audible and full of sleep he drifted off.
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