Trust Me – Part 1

Raven could feel the soft breathing of his lover on his shoulder.

A little nose nuzzled in his side. Elsword had fallen asleep during the movie they were watching and Raven couldn't blame him.

At least it was almost midnight. Raven was a night person, so he wasn't that tired.

"Els..." He tried to use his quietest and sweetest voice, but it didn't work and he made the decision to carry him to the bed.

At least, he didn't particularly want to sleep on the couch tonight.

One of his arms swept under the redhead's legs, while the other supported his head as he carefully made his way upstairs and laid his beloved little Elsword on the bed.

Said redhead groaned quietly and turned himself around.

Raven swallowed. Elsword was always adorable, but he looked rarely as cute as he looked now.

He was laying on his side, mouth hanging slightly open, eyes closed and cheeks flushed.

Raven could just kiss him here and now, but Elsword would probably be frightened if he – a blush crept on his cheeks – would do … things to him when he was asleep.

He slowly undressed himself and crawled under the sheets next to his lover.

He knew well this would be a tough night for him, he had felt something like desire towards the little one beside him lately.

The moment their hands touched, Elsword turned his head, facing Raven.

He looked sleepy, with messy hair and flushed cheeks.

He yawned shyly and raised his hand to rub the sleep out of his eyes.

This look, sleepy eyes and the slightly too big pajama, was too much for him.

The next moment, Elsword was beneath him, his arms pinning the small boy's wrists above his head.

"Ra...ven...?"

Instead of an answer, he felt the black-haired's mouth crash on his own.

His eyes widened, this wasn't like the Raven he knew. His worries vanished as he got more into the kiss, letting out a little gasp when Raven's tongue entered his mouth.

The redhead's eyes fluttered close when Raven didn't try anything new.

It continued like that for several minutes, but his body tensed up as he felt his lover's hands being … somewhere else.

He tried to break free, but it didn't work. It actually did feel good, but he knew he wasn't ready for that sort of thing.

He panicked when he knew where Raven's hand was going. It wandered over his chest, further down, and...

Elsword didn't even want to think about it.

He struggled, tried to get away from Raven. He loved him, that was for sure. But right now, he was scared.

"M-mh!" Raven caught his hands, immobilizing him.

"My little Elsword... trying to run away, eh?"

"Raven! I-I don't want this..."

"You little sly liar. I know you want this as well..."

His hands played with the redhead's waistband, occasionally slipping one or two fingers beneath it.

"Raven!"

He looked down, the little boy's expression was caught in between.

One second he looked totally frightened, the other unsure as if he would consider to go with it.

His eyes squeezed close when Raven sneaked his whole hand in the little one's pants.

His mouth opened and Raven was half-expecting a moan, but he heard a single little word.

"S...stop..." His lover's voice wavered, it was quiet and suppressed, but he understood what the redhead wanted.

But he didn't obey. He needed this right now, he couldn't wait any longer.

His kisses were getting more fierce, his hand doing the things he held back for so long.

He heard the shallow breathing and the occasional little moans from below, but he also heard the same voice begging him to stop.

The words were falling like prayers from his lips, not stopping, even when he covered the little one's mouth with his own.

"Come on, Els... You can't not want this..."

"B..but Raven... I thought you'd have promised me not to do this until I'm ready..."

"I never said that, you liar."

"You did!"

"No! Just shut up!"

He saw the little one swallow and think.

Better I'll show him what I can do before he decides to run away...

He started to run his fingers along the redhead's chest, stopping at his waistband, smirking and looking his lover in the eyes. He was tearing up, completely red, tears streaming down his face, even people who'd have never seen him before would it have been easy to know he was afraid. Terribly afraid.

"Just wait... I'll make you feel good..."

He dipped his fingertips into the little one's waistband, without realizing he had crossed a line.

"No!"

His lover's little scream threw him off guard, but that was nothing against what was yet coming.

The next moment, the boy beneath him gathered his forces, rose his body up a little and slapped Raven in the face.

The black-haired sat there, completely surprised, looking down at his lover's face. He was staring to the side, strands of messy red hair covering his eyes. He shoved Raven off him and ran out of the room without looking back once.

Raven slumped down on the mattress, finally seeing what a terrible mistake he had made.

He had hurt the most precious person in his life and had no guarantee whether he could make it up someway.

He wanted to believe he had just surprised the redhead and his cute little Elsword would stand in the doorway some seconds from now, apologizing and cuddling in his chest.

But it never happened. Raven didn't sleep that night, he didn't even had the energy to move. The only thing he could think about was Elsword.

~ Reviews are wished for. I don't own Elsword, sadly.