I know there are propbably mistakes, but I needed to let it out and I hoped someone would listen. (plus it sort of made me think of Cloud)
Goodbye
I have no friends to call on
I sit alone and weep,
I do not have an appetite
I cannot find peaceful sleep.
I cry because I'm broken
I cracked so long ago,
I tried to hold myself together
I didn't want anyone else to know.
I bent over backwards
I did all that you asked,
I failed with each solitary attempt
I failed at every single task.
I put in so much effort
I gave you all there was of me,
I don't think you saw it though
How I gave up being free.
I think what hurts the most now
Is knowing you were right,
I am not cut out for this
I'll never be able to do it right.
You said to not take it personally
That it's for the best of everyone,
You said that I wasn't good enough
And with those words blocked out my sun.
I'm cold inside like winter's ice these days
I'm hollow like a dead and rotting tree,
I no longer remember how to smile
I no longer want to be me.
And so I take my leave from here
Unable to bow out gracefully,
I have no self-confidence left to try
I doubt all that I am and might be.
By KlikStar
