I know there are propbably mistakes, but I needed to let it out and I hoped someone would listen. (plus it sort of made me think of Cloud)


Goodbye

I have no friends to call on

I sit alone and weep,

I do not have an appetite

I cannot find peaceful sleep.

I cry because I'm broken

I cracked so long ago,

I tried to hold myself together

I didn't want anyone else to know.

I bent over backwards

I did all that you asked,

I failed with each solitary attempt

I failed at every single task.

I put in so much effort

I gave you all there was of me,

I don't think you saw it though

How I gave up being free.

I think what hurts the most now

Is knowing you were right,

I am not cut out for this

I'll never be able to do it right.

You said to not take it personally

That it's for the best of everyone,

You said that I wasn't good enough

And with those words blocked out my sun.

I'm cold inside like winter's ice these days

I'm hollow like a dead and rotting tree,

I no longer remember how to smile

I no longer want to be me.

And so I take my leave from here

Unable to bow out gracefully,

I have no self-confidence left to try

I doubt all that I am and might be.

By KlikStar