Author: VegeXKaka
Pairings: Goku/Vegeta,
Warnings: yaoi, profanity, sexual content.
Disclaimer: Don't own DBZ or any of the characters.
Published: Saturday, August 20th, 2011
**Flash backs**
'Anything italic is a thought from whoever's point of view it is.'
Prologue
Let me ask you something, have you ever been so hopeless in love with someone that you choose not to acknowledge any other being but theirs? Have they become the sole reason for every step you take, simply to be one closer to them? Is every breath simply to inhale their scent? Are glances now in the hopes that you might be granted a smile? Every moment spent listening for the music of their laughter? Touches seems to linger innocently when it comes in contact with that tan skin, electricity sent bombarding down my spine when I hear my inferior name roll of those velvet lips. Does this not sound familiar? Well consider yourself lucky, because for me, this is my every day. My heart beats for one person, and that person happens to be my best friend. How do you tell them though? Put at risk the friendship? If rejection is the response then my life has no further purpose, but if somehow… just somehow, the Gods decided to humor me with the love of someone so far out of my reach, then I have finally accomplished the only thing that keeps me living. No exaggeration, that's my reality, without at least the friendship that I've spent my entire life constructing, there is no longer any reason to continue carrying on this trivial existence. For now though this innocent, beautiful, friendship has kept me sustained. Simply knowing that tomorrow I will be blessed with at least the opportunity to converse with such an immaculate being, one that taunts all who dare lie unworthy eyes upon it. Because, you see, that's what we are in the shadow of such utter beauty. Even the Gods, who with such audacity made one so infinitely more divine then themselves, don't deserve a second of his attention. So I ask myself, what hope do I have?
