title: I Want a Love
author: myinukoi
warning(s):shounen-ai, serious OOCness, language.
pairing(s): SasuNaru.
disclaimer: I disclaim.
beta: Arii.chan.
//author's notes;; Inspired by Shihan's poem, "This Type of Love".
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I want a love like...
Me
Thinking of
You
Thinking of
Me
Thinking of
You
- type love!
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Orme telling my friends (as few of them as they may be...), more than I've ever admitted to myself, about how I feel about you - type love!
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Or you hating how jealous I am, but loving how much I want you all to myself - type love!
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Or seeing how your first name just sounds so good next to my last name.
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And, I wanted to see how far I could get without calling you...and I barely made it out of my manor!
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You see, I want a love that makes me wait until you fall asleep, then wonder if you're dreaming about us being in love - type love...
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Or who loves the other more!
Or what he's doing at this exact moment!
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Or slow dancing in the middle of our apartment to the music of our hearts, closing my eyes and imagining how a love so good could just hurt so much when he's not there...
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Shit, I love not knowing where this love is headed - type love...
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Oh! And I want to place those little post-it-notes all around the house, so he never forgets how much I love him - type love!
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Then not have enough ink in my pen to write all there is to love about him - type love.
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I hope that I make him feel as good as he makes me feel.
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And I want to deal with Kakashi and Sakura and all those other dipshits making fun of me the way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love - type love.
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Only difference is, this is one of those real love - type loves.
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And just like in our Genin days... I want to spend hours on the phone with him not saying shit, and then fall asleep and wake up with him right next to me, and smell him all in my covers - type love.
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I want to try to counting the ways I love him, and then lose count in the middle, just so I have to start all over again.
I want to celebrate one of those 'Month Anniversary's even though they aren't really anniversaries, but doing it just because it makes him happy - type love.
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And you won't believe this!
I want fall in love with the melody the phone plays when his number is dialed in- type loves!And then talk to him until I lose my breath.
He leaves me breathless
So with the expanding of my lungs, I inhale all of him back into me.
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I want a love that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan to something that allows me to talk to him longer because, in all honesty, I want to avoid one of those high cell phone bills - type loves.
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I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are.
I mean, the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to love him nearly as long as I'd like to - type loves!
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And I want a love that makes me st-st-stutter just thinking about how strong this love is- type love.
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I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair!!
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Okay...
Well, maybe not all of the hair...
Maybe just cut the split ends and trim myself a bit...
But!
It will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for him!
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I kinda feel comfortable now, y'know...sharing all this with you...
So I can tell you this...
I even fantasize about walking out onto a green light, just dying to get hit by a car, simply so I could loose my memory, get transported to some third world country, get treated, then somehow meet up with him again so that I could fall in love with him in a different language, just to see if it still feels the same! - type love.
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I want a love that's as unexplainable as he is, but I'm with the dobe.
So, sorry ladies, he's going to be the one that I share this love with.
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//author's notes;; Um...a happy belated V-day fic? I hope you spent the holiday with someone you love. Or the next best thing, a sexy SasuNaru Valentine fic!
