This fan fiction is inspired heavily by "Taliesen The Eternal Bard", his fan fiction under the name of "Ziva's story". Seeing the conversation towards the end (of which I will include shortly before I write my fan fiction – including a short introduction) and considering the fact he claims my stories are... "Predictable" due to my addiction to Giva! (mail and review if you think his statement is incorrect!) I personally thought this claim to be...madness! And extremely untrue! So I vowed to prove him wrong...and hopefully that is what this will do..and if not then I surely aim to prove this mental statement in my story of "Blood on the sheets" and if that still fails then I shall have to try again with "Evidence Storing Child". Now that we have that part over with, I shall get on with the story, and hope you like (pray you love) my story. Now...I want to make one thing clear before I finally write this story! I am not doing this as a way of showing dislike towards this amazing author (who by the way gave me permission to use his artistic influences) but it is a way of me saying that NO-ONE should be criticised in that way for their writing, if you wish to complain about my writing, you must ensure that it is beneficial for my writing and not such a 'bite' because saying that someone is predictable is one thing, but saying it when that someone fears being predictable? Now that is another, wouldn't you agree? Yes you would ;)
During the time of which Gibbs was stationed in Israel, Ziva David acted as his guide throughout her home country. It was not long before sparks appeared in a romantic manner between them, and soon they could not be parted, their hearts were two parts of one big romance, their thoughts entwined, and their hands never ever parted from the other. Except that was when Jethro was sent back to the US, when his tour was over, leaving Ziva alone.
Ziva would watch the boat leave, with her lover aboard, knowing that this man that she loved so dearly would be going to Washington DC to the arms of a red-headed woman, and small child; his child.
Her hand drifted to her stomach, the following month with a pregnancy test beside her and she looked into the mirror, her thoughts on the man she loved.
Before the baby girl was born, the young Israeli woman sent a telegraph to her lover, telling him about the good news, not aware of the fact that Jethro was currently at the funeral of his wife and child in DC.
Ziva would watch out the window and await his arrival, night after night she would sleep in an empty bed, while waiting for her lover's return.
A little girl would be born, her name was Sarah David, and she would be sleeping in her mother's bed most of the time, her mother would hold her close and tell her about her father and how one day he would come for them.
Sarah was a happy child, and would cling to her mother day and night. She hung on every word that was spoken from the older Israeli's lips, and watched her mother's actions and movements eagerly.
At six years old, she would be taken, and when she returned to her mother, it would be on a mission to save her mother from the suffering of Somalia, yes the story you was told was simply a cover of the truth, a cover to save a secret agency from being discovered!
When Ziva began to work at NCIS, Gibbs did not recognise her straight away but he did have feelings towards her from the beginning, his heart knew her, but his head was fogged up due to the event that happened during that time, the death of his wife and child!
Ziva knew who he was, in her heart, and in her head, the feeling of carrying his unborn child flooded back to her in that moment and she traced shapes on her stomach whilst she spoke to him for the very first time.
She told him about their child, but that was when she was returned into her mother's arms in a less than normal manner. Returned by an agency that is too secret to mention, by a beautiful blonde who's name is too secret to speak of.
She was not properly returned though...well not in the sense of which you would think she was! She was made to watch her mother from a distance, whilst her mother raised her baby girl; Tali David.
Ziva would raise her granddaughter while knowing that her own child was watching from a hill top, not being able to comfort her own child was tearing her apart inside.
Tony helped Ziva through but they lacked the bond that Ziva had shared with Jethro, and they did not have the link that Gibbs shared with her; Their child, their little girl, their Sarah.
(THIS PART IS WRITTEN BY "T")
Ziva turns to Gibbs asking "What do you need to talk to me about?"
Jethro just says "Us!"
Looking at him Ziva states you can't be serous. "Us Gibbs, there is no us!"
Jethro pleads with her. "But we share a child together!"
Funny, Ziva tells him I don't recall you being there at the birth!
Jethro getting flush with anger blurts out "That's not my fault you never told me!"
Looking at Gibbs, Ziva tells him "like I told you Gibbs, you abandoned me you came back to live here in the U.S. and never looked back!"
"Did you ever check to see how I was doing?"
"Even once!"
Jethro reaches out to her "But!"
Walking away Ziva states "Gibbs let me ask you something when you think about the women you fell in love with who do you think about The women in front of you or the 17 year out Israeli guide
Jethro falls into a dead silence "That girl I fell in love with 18 years ago!"
Turning round to face Gibbs Ziva states "Don't you mean that 17 year old girl that guided you around Israel?"
"Gibbs"
Jethro stands there "Ziva please!"
Ziva starts building up a head of stem as she starts laying into Gibbs "Tony may have his faults but at least he sees me as a 35 year old woman!"
Jethro pleads with her as his voice takes on an almost winey quality "Ziva!"
Ziva eyes narrow as she states "I told you one Gibbs; I don't compete with ghosts even if it's my own ghost from 18 years ago!"
Standing there Jethro says "Ziva please!"
Ziva's eyes narrow all the more as she asks "When Gibbs!"
"When, what Ziva!" was all Jethro asked
Looking at him Ziva tells him you're not getting off that easy
"When did you realize who I was?"
"And what my relationship to you was!"
Jethro sighs "The day you walked away from NCIS in Israel!"
Ziva face turns from flush to crimson as she becomes more irate "Four years Gibbs, it took you four years to figure out I was your lover when you were stationed in Israel?"
Jethro defeated falls onto a park bench "What do you want from me Ziva!"
Walking over to where Tony is standing Ziva in a cold tone of voice tells him "Gibbs, the person you say you love grew up along time ago!"
Slumped over the bench Jethro mutters "Ziva please!"
As Tony & Ziva continue there walk through the park she looks back at him saying "Gibbs, I knew who you were the first moment I laid eyes on you "Again"!"
Gibbs tries to go after her,
Ziva flatly tells him "No Gibbs not this time, if you care for me as much as you clam "Let Me Go"! A part of me will always care for you, you were my first love but I can't live in the past!"
(END OF PART WRITTEN BY "T" )
Gibbs grabbed her hand and pulled her close, over powering her and stopping her struggle, "No matter what you say, I am going to prove to you how much I love you, I will do everything in my power to prove to you that we should be together, because if I had gotten that telegraph at the time I can promise you that I would have come to you, I would give anything to go back in time and be there at the birth of our little girl.."
Ziva pulled away, "You will never ever manage to prove it to me, I can't believe a word that spills from your mouth"
She walked away from her now ex-lover with one last loving glance and joined her hand with Tony, leaning into him and biting her lip at the lack of spark between them...
She knew in her heart that she loved Gibbs, and that Gibbs loved her...but who in the world could Ziva forgive him?
TO BE CONTINUED
(AKA WHEN I WAKE UP, AND IF I CAN BE BOTHERED!)
